29 of August

couldn't sleep last night!
my eyes were closed but my mind kept spinning.
thingking the unthinkable!
stay awake until 3 o'clock in the morning.
woke up late (of course) at 6:45am. huaaa....
ran around the house to get ready.
left the house around 7:34am.
heavy traffic jam this morning!darn!
arrived at the office around 8:20am.

it was 9-ish when people came by my desk and checking my tiny little business out. it was great. have 2 items left. hopefully, they really gonna take those things. amen!

it's 10:25am.drank my coffee about an hour ago. it felt good.

i need my sleep. this is one of those days - where my grumpy mood button become super sensitive. but to my surprise i feel okay. no bad mood on the way. amen to that!

read a light novel last night. the setting was bali. men, i really wanna go to bali again. the beach, the sun, the people, the traditional market. i'd by some paintings if i had the chance to go there. waaaaa....anyone wanna go bali??

borrowed 5 novel from pola. hohoho...i wonder, maybe i like to read (light novels) but i dont like keeping all those books that i have read. hehehhe....so better borrow!

talked about Dubai with my uncles and the aunties. it would be in my list of places i need to visit before i die.

read an interesting email from one of my collegiate.
"The TOP 5 Things That Keep You From Success"
1. A lack of motivation.
Success comes from loving what you do. Is your current job your passion? When your study highly successful people, you understand that they have at least 1 thing in common: they love what they do and they do what they love. Is this the case for you? If the answer is no, you can start by identifying your passion. This is the best way to get motivated.

2. A lack of faith.
Faith is a firm belief in yourself, God or others that you can do it. Build up a strong vision of what you want to accomplish. In developing a vision, the law of attraction is going to work for you. You are going to attract people, opportunities and money that will allow you to develop an unstoppable confidence.

3. The fear of failure.
The fear of failure doesn't exist. Neither does the fear of success. Fear stands for False Evidence Appearing Real. Micheal Jordan said himself that "Fear is an illusion". It is hard to overcome fears. One simple way to overcome the fear of failure is to read inspirational stories and quotes of people that achieved their dreams. Read one every morning. That will give you strength and hope.

4. The wrong strategies.
When you want to build a business, to achieve something really big, you need to have mentors. You can't allow yourself to loose time, money and energy. Mentors are people that will give you the right strategies; they will provide the right information and will inspire you. They will coach you through the process. Choose correctly your experts, your models. Work with them and adopt the same thinking patterns, the same strategies, the same beliefs. If he did it, you can do it too.

5. Limiting beliefs.
Often times we have limiting beliefs about what we want to achieve. For example, you can really want to achieve a goal but at the same time something tells you: "It's not for you, you don't deserve that" or "You can't do it, remember". These thoughts pollute our minds and darken our life. A quick way to stop these damaging thoughts is to use the power to say no! First, represent in your mind the "limiting belief" and say NO! To it. Now, represent in your mind what you want in its place and say a big YES! You will be amazed how your attitude suddenly changed about the old belief.

mendadak laper ya....masih ngantuk seh...

oh ya...one thing about jakarta.our governor sucks.
yes, sutioso you sucks!!!!
the busway and monorail project are silly. traffic jam getting crazier and crazier each day!it wont solve jakarta's traffic jam problem. morron!!what the hell were you thinking?bener2 ga ngerti!!