Wednesday, July 18, 2012

random

lagi agak2 pengen nulis somehow. 
but not really sure what to write. 


so i guess this is gonna be one random post, yea?

sometimes cant believe we'e expecting. crazy!
me? gua gitu? yang pecicilan? yang ga bisa diem?
diberi kepercayaan THAT big? 

anyhow, i think i saw my tummy = baby G moved. i was humming a song in madah bakti, "segala rumput pun riang ria..." and then i saw tummy gerak. from right to left. shocked! kalo napas kan geraknya atas bawah tuh. tapi ini kanan ke kiri. 
bener ga si? apa gua halusinasi gua aja? bener ga siiiihh? but when i touched the tummy, i felt nothing. 
i might be wrong. oh well...
hehehe...


lately, gua ngerasa i've grown. as a person. not much, but i grew. 
gua ngerasa way calmer, somehow. i think clearly. 
a good thing, yes?


Monday, July 16, 2012

13 weeks

baru sadar...
i never blogged about my pregnancy ya? hihihi...


we (i) found out by peed on the stick on a sunday morning, 20 may 2012. 
and i was like....wwwwhhaaaa?? whaa? whaaat? mewek dulu sendiri sambil jongkong megangin sticknya...ga percaya. 
then i called the husband, showed him the stick and said, "you're gonna be a daddy!" 
bengong dulu doi, baru melok sambil terharu. 
we prayed together abis itu. saying millions of thank You!! 
it was unbelievable! after all we've been through and things we planned to do. fiuh...
emang program doa is the best!!! wahahaha....


so, skrg udah 13 minggu. cepet ya...almost at the end of my 1st trimester!
obygyn nya di jkt. so once a month bolak balik jkt utk cek up. i dont mind. really. 
i think its very important for me to feel very comfortable and trust the doc. 
and i love my obygyn! opa handaya is the best! hahahaha....saya sukaaa...ga neko2, to the point, ga matre, ga ribet! heheeh...


being pregnant is weird...i dont feel like myself. 
semua kayanya baru. things i used to love, now...not really. 

week 4-12 was tough. ples pake acara flu segala...teler!
makan ga napsu. liat daging, uweeekkk...!
males mandi.
males ngapa2in. 
demen banget tidur. 
eneg kalo ke dapur. 
mual liat piring kotor.


last weekend tiba2 badan segerrr banget, bebersih rumah dari jam 10 sampe 4. 
semoga beneran masa2 lemes uda lewat...amiiiinnn....


oh! we've been calling baby, baby G! 
more on baby G in the next post (if si emak kaga males....)


bye byeee....

Friday, July 13, 2012

aih...
sudah lah, ga apa2...


makan coklat aja...
enak!