saat paling ga enak itu.....

..... saat anak sakit!
Kaya sekarang ini....huhuhu...

If i could take his place i would deh...really.
Mendingan gua yg sakit drpd given.

He's a baby gitu...kan kasian ga comfortable. Murang maring. Tidur ga enak. Badan ga enak. Huhuhuhu....

Down with fever since yesterday afternoon. Sempet turun tadi pagi...eeehh...kok skrg naik lagiii?  Kasian kaaaannn...huhuhu....

Lagi bobo sambil dipangku.

Moga2an get better soon ya given :)

Mami loves you

a little bit of this and that

Waddap?
Dah lama ya ga ngeblog.
Been busy taking care of given and works. Ples males juga sih....ga ada mood nulis...hehe

Given udah 9 bulan. Cepet yah...
Sehat. Smart. Uda bisa berdiri sambil pegangan. Makanannya uda mulai bertekstur. Giginya ada 6. Dah makan biskuit. Seneng diajak jalan2. udah bisa protes. Still friendly. Udah mulai ngenalin orang dan boneka2nya. Seneng buku.

I can go on and on abt him...ahahaha...

What abt me?
Banyak belajar sabar. Moga2an uda jadi lebih sabar dibanding dulu ya....
Amiiinnn...

kangen bisa ngopi tanpa buru2. Kangen punya kuku cantik. Kangen pijet.
kangen tidur seenak2 jidat. Kangen being alone....
Its doesnt mean i love given less.

Ah ngantuk....bobo dulu!

yellow

So....
Waddap?
Dah lama ya ga update blog.
Ga ada energy nya....

Life been great. up and down

Whats new?
Given apa kabar?
Gua apa kabar?

Given is awesome.
One happy healthy baby...
Udah 7 bulan.
Giginya uda 3.
Cepet ya.
Kinda hoping nanti aja tumbuhnya...
Makannya pinter. Thank God!


Gua..im okay. But tired.
longing for a good massage.
A me time. Dimana i can enjoy a cup of coffee and a piece of cake tanpa terburu2.

No, im not complaining.

Bobo dulu deh
Tired....

6 months

Given is 6 months today!
Ate his first solid today.
Alpukat.....mukanya menyeh2...
Was panicking takut dia ga suka...
Tapi ya namanya baru belajar yah....
Hopefully tomorrow better....ameeenn....

Giginya udah nongol 2 biji dibawah. Mungkin itu salah satu alesan kenapa tadi mam nya ogah2an. Sakit yaaakk gusinyaaa...

udah mulai bawel juga ngoceh2...
Ma-ma-ma
Mam-mam
Pa-pa-pa

Banyak gaya juga. Udah gedeee deh keliatannya...

Bobonya termasuk gampang yah....
Thank God!

Kalo ngantuk alis nya merah.

Friendly baby! Mesem2 molo prasaan ama orang2. Gak heran banyak yg gemes mo pegang. Kok judes nya gua kaga nular ya...

Expressive bgt deh anak yg satu ini...ahahaha

Sakit skali waktu 4 bulanan...disentri for 2 whole weeks! Wkt ukur suhu badan 39c ini jantung rasanya mau copot! Stress pisan! Untung cuma lemes sehari. My strong baby!

I thank God for his well being, his development, his presence in my life....

Semoga saya bisa jadi seorang mami yg baik...amiiinnnn

at almost 3 months

Yellow....
Given is going to be 3 months old next week!
He's such a wonderful baby. Very sweet. Very nice.
Perkembangannya so far:
. Bb (by end of march): 6.7kg. pretty sure skrg more than 7kg.
. Panjang: 57cm
. Rambut makin banyak dan item
. Bulu mata gondrooooonng
. Alis tebel. Macho deh!
. seneng banget ketawa. Friendly baby
. Demen ngoceh2
. Kepelan tangan mulai terbuka tp blm bisa genggem barang
. Seneng liat warna merah
. Ankle nya ndut
. Banyak lipetan
. Seneng mandi, apalagi kl dicemplungin ke bak
. Minumnya kuat
. Seneng naik mobil. Duduk manis di carseat kecuali kalo laper
. Kupingnya mirip gua
. Dah mulai bisa nyeruduk kalo bobo

Kira2 begitu la perkembangan si bocah...

I proclaims...

....that i'm officially in love.....
.....with Given!

I'm a newbie in this motherhood journey. 
Had my highs and lows. but nothing compare to the reward i got. His first smile just for me. Heheheeehh.... Didnt catch it on camera. Let me keep it in my memory as a reminder that motherhood is the most rewarding job ever. 
Surprised my self, me, one of the most kiasu person about getting enough (8-9hrs) sleep,  survived so far sleeping for max 6 hrs a day. 

Daddy been really helpful. Thank God. 
Basically he can do everything but breast feeding - from diaper changing, giving bath, soothing to sleep, entertaining. 

How's Given?
He's been good. He's doing a great job on being a baby. His daily activities includes sleeping, feeding, peeing and pooping, crying, screaming sometimes, and lately smiling a lot!!!
He's not a fussy baby. Amen to that!

Last check up - 52cms, 5.7kgs. Overall,a healthy baby boy. And that makes me one happy mami :)

Perjuangan yang happy ending...

16 jan 2013 subuh.

ujan ga berenti2 all night long. 

mau ketemu opa handaya kan tanggal 17 jan. he's back from his leave. i was so glad that i knew for sure he was the one whose gonna help me during labor. 

tapi, apa mau dikata...setelah ujan semaleman itu, datenglah si banjir. alhasil, pagi itu sang suami agak2 panik yah. cari pinjeman mobil untuk kabur keluar gading, karena takut ga bisa keluar kalo banjir udah makin parah. 

jadilah kita pinjem mobil pak wilson. rencananya mau ke medistra, trus check in hotel somewhere yg deket medistra. secara yaaa...takut tiba2 mau lahiran.

otw ke medistra, dapet sms kalo dr. handaya praktek. ga kaget juga sih, banjir gitu...dia stuck juga. 

suprisingly, gua yang biasanya panikan cukup tenang. sangat tenang malah. kayanya ga mikir  yang jelek2 gitu. jiwa-nya lagi positip banget kali ya...ahahahha...

akhirnya we decided to stay at gran melia for 2 nights. 

ya leha2 deh di hotel. nonton2 tipiii...bengong2. tidur siang. hihiiihihihih....

19 jan 2013

check out hotel. ke medistra deh..ketemu dr. handaya. 

secara uda lewat seminggu dari tanggal perkiraan (41 wks), akhirnya diputusin untuk induksi  hari minggu, 20 jan 2013 jam 8 pagi. dikarenakan keparnoan banjir. akhirnya kita check in di medistra semalem. haiyaaa...nginep kok di RS ya?

20 jan 2013

jam 7 pagi, siap2 utk induksi. CTG dulu. jam 8 teng, obat induksi dimasukin ke badan melalui infus. trus ngapain selama induksi? kaga ngapa2in! bengong doaaang, nungguin si obat masuk. after 10 boring hrs, itu induksi kaga berasa apa2 di gua. perut cuma kenceng dikit...udeh gitu aja! diputuskan induksi hari ini selesai dan akan dicoba ulang 2 hari berikutnya. karena kamar rawat inep ga direlease. jadilah malem itu kita nginep lagi di medistra. hobi ya nginep di RS!hehehehe.....

21 jan 2013

pulang ke gading. balik gading langsung jalan2 ke mol, biar memperlancar proses lahiran. 

ngiter2 lah di mol ampe boseeeenn! agak2 eneg loh liat mkg! ew!

cepet capek lagii bawa2 perut segede2 gaban gitu...ahaeuhuae...

trus pulang deh...istirahat buat besok pagi. induksi lagi jam 8 pagi.

22 jan 2013

induksi ke-2! jam 8 teng lagi...

beberapa jam memasuki induksi ke-2, kontraksi uda mulai suaakkkiiittt bgt! kalo liat dari alat CTG sih uda di angka 127 which uda maksimal dan kontraksinya udah setiap menit bo!

around 3.20pm waktu mau tidur siang....tiba2 i felt something 'pop' inside. langsung bangun! dan ternyata my water broke! and i tot...this is it!! this is it! this could be it!

setelah beres2, salah satu bidannya bawa wireless and bilang dr. handaya mau ngomong sama suami. and then, i knew something was up! and i was right!

ternyata...air ketuban gua udah ijo = baby pup while he was inside. dan harus csect right now. denger itu rasanya....yaaah, perjuangan gua! perjuangan guaaa! i was SO disappointed!! i was scared. scared for my baby, takut ada apa2. 

suster langsung siap2in gua, untuk ke dibawa ke ruang oprasi di lantai 2. 

rasanya aneh...lewatin lorong rumah sakit, tiduran sambil kesakitan nahanin mules, liat lampu dan langit2 rumah sakit. hiiiiy...not a good feeling deh. beneran! like i was so small, ga berdaya, ga bisa apa2. ewww!! ga lagi deeee....

sampe di deket ruang oprasi, dr. handaya nongol sambil mesem2. "gpp ya, kita harus csect kalo ga bahaya buat bayinya." 

pasrah aja deh. bedoa yg banyak ama ade. then off i went to the operating room. dr. handaya didnt allow the husband to come into the operating room. 

ruang oprasi itu duiiinnngggiinn buangat! ampe mengigil. untung ranjang oprasinya heated ples dikasih selimut anget juga. suntik anastesi ga semengerikan yang gua bayangin. hurt for 1 sec only. 

godot sana, godot sini...and on 5.42pm i witnessed (through pantulan lampu ruang oprasi) my baby boy was pulled out of my tummy. he didn't cry for a mere 2 secs until dr. handaya cut the umbilical cord. 

we name him Benedict Given Liauw. 

he's our bundle of blessing. 

and he's our happy ending......

yah...mellow deh...updated 2 feb 2013

Almost midnight.

Lagi bbm-an ama si abo.

Gak berasa tinggal 19 hari lagi and then dia akan pindah. 

Berasa kecekek reality deh. huks!

Dan gua sendiri ampir officially jadi mamih. in less than a week.

God's timing is awesome!

Semua doa2 dan mimpi2 diwujudkan in almost the same time.

Crazy funny kalo dipikir2.

Typed the above few wks ago.

Abo is flying out tomorrow. Chokes back tears as i think about her leaving. Kapan ketemu lg? Beheha-hehe bareng. Bebacotan bareng. Ketiwi2 kaya orang gila bareng. Sigh.
Its not im not happy for her. Heck, i think im the happiest person after her.
Its been her dream for sooooooo long and she didnt give up.

I AM SO GONNA MISS MY CRAZY BEST BUD!!!!!!!!

40+ weeks

hari ini tanggal 14 januari 2013...
yang artinya, uda lewat satu hari dari tanggal perkiraan lahiran. 
yang artinya, si baby G masih snuggle comfortably inside my tummy. 
i dont mind. really! i just wish him well, healthy, ga kekurangan satu hal pun.

it's been 40 (short) weeks. kaget juga, tiba2 udah lewat dari tanggal perkiraan. 
masih punya 1 minggu lagi. 

i'm more than blessed to be able to carry baby G.
He's our miracle baby! He's our bundle of blessing!
God loves us in a way i can't explain. 

Handaya lagi cuti nih, he'll be back on 16 jan. i think baby G is waiting for him. he wants opa to be the one to help him out. ahahaha...
any day is a good day. praying for perfect timing....masih dalam waktunya and not during rush hour please....amiiinnn...

thank God for a smooth pregnancy. 
cuma pernah pilek 1 kali dan keluhan standard pegel-pegelnya orang hamil lah. lately sih punggung pinggang oke la, masih pegel tapi bearable. pantat kiri for some reason sakit bener. 
perkembangan baby is well. ga ada hal-hal yang negatif. amiiiiinnn....
punya obgyn juga oke pisaaaan. nenangin! i love you opah! worth it pisan bolak balik tiap bulan just to consult sama dia....
pengganti obgyn juga okeee....
body juga kaga melar-melar amat during pregnancy. kaki ga bengkak. 
and so far, no stretchmark! yipiiiiy....used to be scared of it. tapi begitu mulai hamil, uda bener2 ga mikirin soal stretch mark at all. cuma mikirin all the best buat si baby.

been talking with ade, baby G akan mirip siapa yaaaaahh? combination of us both or jiplakan siapa gituu? dan ga ada yg mo ngalah...mirip daddynya, kereeen! NO, mirip maminya, cakeeeppp! bahahaha...

koper untuk ke hospital udah ready. tinggal angkut kabeh!
baju2 baby uda rapih jali di lemari dari mid dec 2012. maknya parno. kudu beresin semuanya...ahhahahah....

kalo ditanya takut ga menghadapi proses lahiran? boong bener kalo jawab kaga! of coz, im kinda freaking out. takut ga sanggup. whooosshhhaa!
mari berdoa lebih banyak lagi, supaya diberikan kekuatan dan kesabaran.....amiiiinnn....