i wonder

kenapa ya jerawat gua adanya disisi kanan muka gua?

super random

just finished my coffee.
AKU CINTA KOPI

my hair is so damn long already!
it's in the stage where i can pull my hair and create a tiny ugly pony tail = BAD stage
need a hair cut ASAP!

need to check my sight one of these days.
i think my eyes getting worse....hmmm....

want to go to the loo to poo (hey, that rhyme....nice!)
but could pick my ass off this chair
my heavy ass is just too lazy...

thinking what to do today?

after 3 nights in a row hearing my niece crying her lung out,
i decided that i'm not ready to have children yet
my time will come, but not close....i can feel it in my bone!

at this stage, decided not to have twins anymore....too many too bear
(tapi kalo dikasih....ya ndak papa)

not in the mood of talking about wedding preparation related
- even not in the mood of thinking about it
T I R E D

torn between going to GI or not ya?
NIKE is having sale at the moment.....
bakalan kaya charles and keith gak ya ramenya?

mandi ah.....

Plug In Your Emotional Battery by Rick Warren

In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most.

Today's Devotional is based on this passage:
"Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (Mark 6:31 NIV).

Are you overwhelmed? Do you feel inadequate? Are you ready to blow at any moment? You can't love others in a godly way when you're at the end of your emotional rope. How many relationships have been ripped apart because the people involved failed to take care of themselves emotionally?

God's Word gives us three habits that can help us recharge emotionally when we have nothing left to give.
1. Solitude.
Mark 6:31 says, "So many people were coming and going...[Jesus] said to them [the disciples], 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (NIV). Jesus understood that your emotions are like a battery. If you plug one lightbulb into a battery, it will last for a fairly long time. If you plug in 100 lights, the battery will drain very quickly. Many of you have so many lights plugged in, your battery is shot. You can't recharge anybody else—you can't give love—if your own battery is drained. You recharge when you get away by yourself.

2. Play.
The Bible says, "Jesus came enjoying life" (Matthew 11:19 PH). He was the most people-focused, ministry-intensive person who ever lived, yet he took the time to have fun. Certain activities recharge you emotionally; they literally re-create your energy and enthusiasm for life. We all have different activities that recharge us because we're all made differently. Find out what recharges you emotionally and make time for it.

3. Laughter.
Proverbs 17:22 says, "Being cheerful keeps you healthy" (GNT). Studies prove that when you laugh, it increases your number of T-cells, which raises your immunity level. Laughter is good for your health. Humor is God's gift to us. Remember, God has a sense of humor—he made you!

To be emotionally balanced, take God very seriously but don't take yourself seriously. Learn to laugh at your limitations. There is plenty of material. If you only laugh and enjoy life when your problems are all solved, you'll never enjoy life.

these days

been sick since the past two days.
huk...
got flu and cough....
i think the fever is on its way...
the headache is almost here....i can feel it!

sipping a hot mint tea is calming.....
the cough is less....
the headache is getting closer....

blabbering around

this is gonna be a random post....

meet up with the girls a PS...
anaknya amoy mirip banget amoy ya....gile...

ujan nih...
love the rain and the gloomy sky....

besok kerja lagi...
not really looking forward sih
but somehow i think (I THINK) i still have the semangat button in my system...
i can feel it!

i congratulate myself for being able to hold back any shopping desire today!
fiuh....leganya gak belanja...

ate sushi tei, as i expected....eehehehe...

looking forward to go to bali this october....
also, looking forward for the possibility of going to surabaya next month....
never been to surabaya, so i wonder itu kota kaya apa sih...

thinking about when my braces will be out?
hopefully before november 2009, but if not....oh well, i can live with it!

feeling of eating rambutan....
makan ah...

my hair is soooo long, but still manage to ignore it somehow...
promise myself to cut in on may *crossing my finger*

thanking God the almigthy for every tiny little thing in my life....
trying to be a better person and not panicking....

lots of documents crap to be taking care of for the wedding....
try my best to enjoy every single step of this wedding preparation.

feeling of watching dvd later...
nonton ah....

makan rambutan plus nonton ahhhh....

On Being Stressed Out

Just got off the phone with my wedding planner.
She said I'm the most stressed out client!heheheh...
Am I?Really??

I had this dream few days ago, it was the D-day. We all gathered in the Church. But the pastor was missing.
Turned out I forgot to booked him the flight!!!!
argh...

bangun tidur aja panik....ahauehae...
It was 9 months before the D-day and I had nightmare already!
Can't wait what's next....hehehehehe....