i messed up.....

it was happened in 2001.
i told her that i'd call so we can hang out during christmas break.
turned out, i never call her AT ALL...

and i feel so guilty coz she had help me a lot during my first year in college. before and during my arrival.
God, what i was thinking ya dulu??
thinking of writing her a message....i just did through facebook.
hope she'd forgive me.

i'm sorry ya.....
and i really appreciate all your help. really....

yesterday....

was 18 May 2009.
it was my birthday.
spent it with my love one.
had a nice dinner.
he gave me a birthday card.
---- with a lovely personal message in it.
hehehe....
senang, senang, senang.....

my la la land last night

watched parts of american idol last night....top 3 already...
they got a chance to visit their hometown....
and one of the contestants is from milwaukee....

so, there was i....
in my room, sitting in front of the tv,,,screening through the background....
i saw the marquette interchange highway, downtown milwaukee, milwaukee art museum, michigan lake, the harley davidson stage in the summerfest arena....
it brought back memories...and i fall in love with her charm one more time...

:)

milwaukee will always holds a special place in my heart...
the snow (they said, i'd get sick of the snow in my 3rd year, turned out they were wrong)
the super cold wind
the not-so-crowded downtown
the grey-ish and brown-ish buildings
the beer in process smell....

damn, i miss her....hik....

they say....

"aduuuhh....rambut cici kok ga panjang2 sih?"
"rambutnya jangan dipotong lagi ya ci, panjangin..."
"mau pake hair-extension?"
"cici, jangan gemukan lagi ya"

those were the clamitannya marketing bridal...
emang gua gemuk gitu?maksudnyaaa??
soal rambut lagi, ya suka2 gua dong ya...
rambut ya rambut gua...mo pendek kek, mo botak kek....
ya terserah gua sih....
udah tugas lu bikin my short hair looks great...
weeeeekk...

lah, ini ada yg lebih parah lagi...
"masa dia bilang kalo mo pake baju yang standar musti extra diet"
MAKSUDNYA???
gila kali ya....
untung bukan gua yg digituin...kalo gua mah udah gua uwek2 tuh orang...
monyong!!

miriissss

a stupid motorcycle hit my car this morning.
alhasil, bempernya mbloak....sebelah kiri...
anjir...padahal gua baru claim about a month ago...
dammit!
goblok banget tu orang...
and he didnt look guilty....
malah ketawa2 tolol...
ya semoga anda kecelakaan dijalan yeh....
aauehuaehuehuae...
gak, gak....semoga in the future jangan terlalu tolol lagi jadi orang...
ga bisa kaya...
miskin terus...

lagi ga pengen kerja....
ga mood aja gara2 mobil ditabrak....goblok!!!!
padahal tadi pagi mood udah oke banget, semangat banget mo kerja...
ada2 aja deh....
but i think im handle it quite okay...

besok uda hari kamis...hore...
weekend is almost here.

it's not even 2 and i feel like eternity....
ga pengen ngomong sama orang2 deh...
siapa pun....so YM aja ya...hihihiih...

scattered, as usual....

i'm having my period.

lagi ga pengen kerja.

super sensi.

today is a long day, indeed.

long meeting. drainy.

i think i've should skip work today.

wanna go home.

not in the mood of talking to any earth creatures, YM aja please....

some people can be a biatch from time to time. and just today, one was bitching. nagging bitch!

want my soda dose today - sprite for today.

finish reading the second bitch book last night. then, what to read?

did you notice, i mentioned the word 'bitch' so many times in this entry?