well....

well, well, well...
things i would recall....

Monday, 2 Apr 2007
Broke down and cry....HARD!
along the way ke rumah kendi i cried my heart out...blurry sight, hot eye lids, trembled heart, idung meler....semuanya deh....ga keru2an deh....
almost hit a car on my right....thanks God ga kena.....fiuuhhh....
felt okay for the rest of the day....
had a prayer meeting that night...andi felt something about me....putus asa katanya...it's the perfect word i would say...

this morning i decided not to be melempem...instead today is gonna be a productive day....and indeed it is....

trus apa lagi....
oh....sempet punya pikiran negatip tentang sawit tercinta....from the very beginning i know it's a hard project....and at this moment, there's nothing we can do but pray....
dear God, please please please do not take this project away from us....jangan dikasih ke orang lain God, please please please and a hundred million pleaseee...

lagi agak sibuk ama client2 tercinta...maunya aneh2...hehehhe....tapi ya apa daya...musti dikerjain juga....ada yang ga sabaran, ada yang galak, ada yang ga mo repot...aneh lahh...ehuehueue....

kembali ke dunia es lagi on 29 mar 2007....seru juga....tapi emang skill gua ga pernah berkembang...ehehehhe....kacau deh...
ayo kita main lagiii.....aaayyyyyooooo.....*malak dokat dulu ahhhh...*