Thursday, August 25, 2011

ga pengen kerja loh...
hawa liburan udah kenceng bener prasaan. ato hawa males yg lbh kenceng?heheheh

on a random note, 

i think i need to pay a visit to the hairdresser soon dah..
and need to clean the house....especially the shower. hiiiiy....

i have this bentol on my face from time to time. biasanya selalu diobatin, tapi this time males pake obat. i want to fight it without obat. so far oke loh...emang recoverynya lebih lama, tapi i think those bentol are coming off. hore!



Wednesday, August 24, 2011


how i miss oncom!!!!
hug hug kiss kiss

Thursday, August 18, 2011

dut dut dut....


life is about happiness.
happiness can come out of any forms... tangible and intangible.
i, of course, am wanna be happy.
the ultimate question: are you happy? am i happy?
happiness means:
.eating ice cream with my love one.
.holiday.
.laughing my ass off with my bestie.
.watching cartoons.
.taking picture and be taken picture of.
.going shopping and get a great bargain.
.cleaning the house and enjoying the results.
.getting my hair cut.
.hugging my love ones.
.listen to jazzy tunes.
.seeing oncom.

...and i'm sure my list of happiness will grow and keep growing...!

i am happy. i decided to be happy....hehehe....

anyways...
don't feel like working today.
badan pada sakit. kemaren pijet, tapi kok paginya kaya orang abis digebukin.
sakit pisan!

this post is sooo random yeh?
hehehe...

kemaren grout the whole house. bersiinnya setenga mateeek!
kena deh dimarahin. hehehe....

Tuesday, August 16, 2011

lu lu pade!


lu!
kenapa lu tolol banget jadi orang? udah jelas-jelas puluan taon gak pernah dihargain.
selalu disakitin, selalu dikecewain. tapi tetep aje lu cinta mati ama die.
lu bahkan ga peduli orang lain, yang lu pikirin cuma die dan elu aje. selama lu bareng, lu hepi.
mao lu diinjek-injek kek, mao lu diludahin kek, mao lu digoblok-goblokin kek...lu juga ga peduli. yang paling penting lu bisa bareng ama die.
mana pernah sih lu mikirin perasaan orang laen? mana pernah? bahkan orang2 yang kudunya bener2 lu peduliin juga lu ga peduliin. yang lu peduliin kan cuma lu dan die ye? pokoke bareng ama die.
lu selalu ada buat die. selalu nyelametin die dari ketolol2an die, selalu ngelindungin die dari dosa2 die. hebat sih lu! sampe kapan mo jadi Tuhan? mungkin lu pikir lu hepi ye. seneng bisa bareng die walo lu sama skali ga pernah dihargain dan selalu jadi babu. jadi orang yang kerja keras dan diperes tenaga dan duitnya.
lu 'royal' banget sama die. berapa pun jumlahnya lu ga pusingin kalo buat nolongin die. awal2nya emang lu gak rela, lu ngomel2. tapi kita sama2 tau akhirnya lu akan rela, karena dia balik lagi ke elu.
gua heran, sama yang laen lu pelit banget. buat ongkosin acara terakhir orang yg kudunya penting banget didalem idup lu lu gak mau. kalo ga ditagih, ga bakalan tuh lu ngeluarin duit. lu bahkan ngingkarin janji, bilang kalo mo keluarin duit buat acara terakhir dia tapi nyatanya gak tuh...karena dia ga ngungkit janji lu, lu diem2 aje...PELIT BANGET LU!!!!
lu pernah mikir ga orang2 yang selalu ada buat elu? yang bela2in idup dia buat elu? mana pernah ya? orang2 itu ga pernah ada ya. kan yang ada cuma die. dunia lu isinya cuma lu berdua aje.

lu!!
kenapa lu bajingan banget? you value yourself too much.
lu mah ga peduli orang laen. yang penting lu bisa bikin dosa sebanyak2nya dan nanti tinggal meraung2 minta tolong ke 'tuhan' lu aja ya. gampang kan! jalan keluar lu cuma 1. itu ajah. gua yakin, lu tau kalo lu ngemis2 dia pasti nolongin elu. emang lu orang paling bangsat yang pernah gua temuin.
dari dulu lu paling hobi nyelakain orang laen. ngorbanin orang laen demi dapet semua yang lu mao. kurang bangsat apa coba lu? jangan harap ya gua mau nolongin elu. not in a million years. lu telpon kalo ada maonya doang.
gengsi lu kegedean padahal lu tuh ga punya apa2 tau gak? lu ga punya apa2 yang bisa dibanggain. lu kira lu cari duit? kaga tuh, lu cuma tau buang2 duit aja.
lu cuma mau seneng aja. ga kerja tapi selalu bisa beli apa aja yang lu mao. bisa jalan2 tiap taon. trus mamer ke orang2 kalo lu udah pernah kesono sini. enak ya idup lu. semuanya dapet.
lu tuh tukang tipu, ga lebih dari itu di mata gua.
aer mata lu tuh aer mata buaya. semua palsu, semua boong. semua penyesalan lu itu cuma sesaat, mentok juga setengah taon. abis itu setannya balik lagi.
lu tuh dramaaaa banget. kalo sakit teaduh2 kaya orang udah mo mati. tapi sama sekali ga ada usaha mau sembuh. cuma drama aje. aus peratian lu mah. tengil!
gua sih benci banget sama elu dari dulu. ga pengen ada urusan ama elu. jadi ya lu-lu gua-gua aja deh. liat muka lu aje gua males, apa lagi disuruh ngomong. duh...ga ada urusan deh ama lu mah.

lu lu pade emang cocok. satu si buta, satu si bangsat.
klop deh!
enjoy your world. don't (DO NOT) count me in. i'm outta there!

Monday, August 15, 2011

i miss...


.1810 #611
.kopp's custard
.blizzard
.pile of snow
.studying on a Saturday morning
.working on a project til wee in the morning
.wearing winter assemble
.my blue desk which facing the window overlooking the city
.my simple life
.writing a poem (mana tu buku ya?)

.....


Saturday, August 13, 2011

waaawww...!


baru ngeh kalo ternyata i've been blogging since jan 2006?
udeh 5 taon aje gitu? waaaw....
gak berasa ya?

kayanya gua kebanyakan mikir ya jadi orang.
yang ada diotak semalem sebelom tidur: ac samsung, microwave panasonic, stabilizer matsuyama, bola warna warni bounce out, jumlah cash flow...
yea...im THAT random. haiya....


Friday, August 05, 2011

gak ngerti...


katanya jaman sekarang cari kerja susah.
banyak orang ga punya kerjaan dan cari kerjaa.
tapi ga ngerti kenapa banyak orang juga yang daftar kerja, dipanggil buat interview.
dateng interview, trus diproses ke interview ke dua. bilangnya mau dateng.
tapi di hari H, batang idungnya ga keliatan. ditelponin ga diangkat.
nah kalo kaya gitu, ngapain cari kerja? ga punya insiatif sopan santun untuk ngabarin juga.
maunya apa? udah ga perlu duit ya? ga perlu cari kerja?
gua ga ngerti maunya apa sih?
kalo memang terima kerjaan yang lain sih gak apa2, tapi jangan menghilang begitu aja.
buang2 waktu orang kan?

heran!

kalo begitu bukannya namanya gak appreciate orang ya? ga menghargai kesempatan yang dia punya sekarang? aneh....

ato mungkin emang belom jodoh juga kali apa ya? i dont know. kesel aja gitu.

o well!

Thursday, August 04, 2011

on looking for an employee....


my first time ever looking for an employee.

apa sih yang paling penting dari seorang calon pegawai?
skills?
attitude?

to me it's attitude. iya, skills are important. tapi attitude lebih penting.
as long as orangnya mau belajar, pasti bisa.
gitu deh...hihihihi....
mari berdoa semoga kita ga salah pilih...amiiiiinnn....


Friday, July 15, 2011


pengen pulang....
males loh di kantor. i just have nothing to do at the moment.
looking forward to jakarta tomorrow.

waktu kok jalannya lama banget ya hari ini?

kuku udah mulai panjang, tanggung kalo mo potong. nanti aja deh di hot nails.
cant wait to have beautiful nails....hehehehe...

lapar. tapi gak tau mau makan apa. bosaaaaaaaaannn...




Inisiatif


Yang namanya Inisiatif itu bisa sangat membantu.
tapi bisa juga bikin ribet.
inisiatif in a proper portion can be real good.

lagi empet. seempet-empetnya.
kenapa ga punya inisiatif? kenapa musti disuruh?
why on earth???!!?

and kenape sensi banget? kalo soal diri sendiri aje loe, sensi...ke orang laen mana sensi sih lu?

kupret!


Wednesday, July 13, 2011

modnar


i found watering the plants is therapeutic. it slows me down. it gives me time to think and to enjoy myself.

i'm excited coz i'm leaving for jakarta in a few days.

i love wearing shawl. it gives me comfort and warm.

i miss my colorful nails. gonna have them soon! yey!

i finally found a hairdresser here in bali. yehew!

Tuesday, July 12, 2011

lusting on...


leather nude pump and or flats.

Monday, July 11, 2011


not sure what to write, since i have no clue what i'm feeling now.
....and that is weird!

i think something is different with my body. i think i'm not 100% healthy yet.
something is missing. something different!
tiny headache. too tiny i decided to ignore it.

anyhow, back in the office...

Friday, July 01, 2011

why can't you.....?


be more responsible?
paid more attention to what i said?
be more reliable and get things done without me keep reminding you what to do?
have the initiative to do more without me pushing you around to do stuff?

WHY?

Tuesday, June 21, 2011


barusan iseng baca2 entry blog yang lama...
tapi somehow bacanya things yang bikin gua keki dulu...
can really feel the emotion loh...ahauhuhauhea....

hari ini i feel oke. maksudnya bodynya gitu loh...
punggungnya getting better. ga pegel2 lagi
i think karena mandi air dingin malem2 kali ya? jadi kaku gitu...
daku menua...oh no!

barusan melototin cash flow. haduh! saya stress....
almost no more pipelines? eeeeekkk!! bahaya ini bahaya iniiii....
tapi saya percayaaaaa Tuhan itu a provider God, akan dicukupin...amin, amin, amiiinn...

by the way, i think i should put my braces back on. males deh bobo pake braces. ganggu gitu...
ah ntar ganti sprei ah....

masak apa ya ntar malem?

Wednesday, June 15, 2011

having a bad day....


yeap!
i declare today is the bad ass day....
reason(s)? you mas ask.
no reason(s) at all.
but the mood hasn't been pretty since an hour ago.

mau marah marah, mau ngoceh ngoceh. pengen nampolin orang.
mau mengumpat pake semua bahasa di dunia kalo bisa...

gah!

everything got in my nerve.
mau mesem aje susye ni ari.

and to top of it, i have nothing to do. nothing to distract this mind. numpuk lah ye....

Monday, June 13, 2011

on trying something new


tried snorkeling yesterday at Mengiat Beach, nusa dua.

i have to pad my shoulder for trying something new.
i'm not an adventurous person. i don't like taking risks. in a fact, i refused to take any risks!
which lead to...i am a boring person. hehehehhe....

awal-awalnya gak enjoy sih. ya mungkin karena freak out duluan. kok napas aja susah bener...air laut masuk mulut mulu...cape deh...
trus kok rasanya cape banget. mungkin karena uda panik duluan. orang lain kok kayanya santai banget, kenapa kok gua ga bisa ya?
udah almost gave up! udah mo balik to the beach aja and sit down!
but again, i decided to give it another shot. and im glad!
coba lagi deh and this time pake kaki kodok itu loh....and belajar napas lagi. gak berapa lama bisa kok...i enjoy malaaaahhh....hahauhahua...

too excited....liat ikan tunjuk sana, tunjuk sini...hehehe...noraknya ampun2an...ahuehuae...

im ready for tulamben! heheheheh....

thank God!

Saturday, June 11, 2011

again


kan lagi kan?
terlalu banyak mikir.
cape de....

Monday, June 06, 2011

the random me


bosan ya?
not sure what to do. nothing to do juga.
all done. all beres!

sometimes i miss writing....
kalo baca blog orang lain soooo interesting ya.
how come i cant be that creative?
hehehhe...oh well...

lagi mikir mau buat butter cookies...hihihih...
tapi ga punya cetakan yak!
bahan2nya gampang banget,....make from scratch or beli yg udah siap bake aja ya?
from scratch mungkin lbh seru ya...

Saturday, May 28, 2011

Saturday


hari sabtu gini di kantor.
and honestly, i got nothing to do. finished it all yesterday.
yep, masih mikir hari sabtu gua ga kerja. so diselesain semua kerjaannya.
haiya....

ooo weeeelllll.....