today

my mood isn't in a good stage today.
a very bad one!
very sensi!
not feeling like talking.
not feeling like smiling.

males deh....

GEMES!

okay, here's the thing...
pernah ga lu ngerasain you are in the border?
less than 1 step lu sebenernya bisa sampe disana?
but unfortunately, due to out of your control circumstances akhirnya ga bisa sampe sana?
damn!
that what i feel yesterday!and a little bit today.

about my performance review.
my company that im working for is a performance driven company.
my boss know that i work my ass off!but unfortunately, the numbers in the paper didnt show that!
dammit!
there's nothing she can do since all promotion shall be reviewed by the headquarter in hong kong.
and of course, they look at the numbers.
f*ck!
its not fair!how the hell i know that that freaking online system really dragging me down?
its so not fair. i help them to get money and they didnt put my name in the system just because they didnt understand!!!dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
..............

anyhoooow, talked to my boss about it.
and it was very important for me that she know i work hard!

im so freaking angry yesterday!
but today im okay.... :)

lets enjoy the saturday....lalalala

biasa deh

banjir telah tiba!
officially banjir since 13 jan 2009. parah!

thanks God rumah dan sekitarnya aman...

kemaren nyetir dari TA parah banget ujannya, sampe jalanan di depan ga keliatan...
blaahh...

my first conference experience

Shenzhen, China
January 9-11, 2009

The Venue was great.
We stayed at Futian Shangri-La Hotel. New hotel. Great room, great amenities, great bathroom, great new building. LOVE IT, LOVE IT, LOVE IT!!!!!

The event was (sorry to say) boring.
The game was (again, sorry to say) damn boring. garing gitu deh!hehehehe....

The weather was superb!
Love the cold weather!Love the chance to be able to wear my long coat again.

The food was kinda sucky since I don't like chinese food!
They taste the same = blah....

Then, after conference we (dito, heriln, awi, and me) continued our journey to Macau.
Stayed at The Venetian for 2 nights.
The room was large but it was okay. I prefer the Shangri-La.
The Venetian was great. It recalled my memories back in 2004 when I went to Las Vegas for my last Spring Break during college year.

The first night we did Venetian sight-seeing. I was so tired. Sleepy!
Didn't buy anything. Only looking around.
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - when I got my doze of burger after almost 4 days full of Chinese food. I was so glad!

The second day - SHOPPING like crazy!Got my stamina and mood back!
So broke!but so happy!so oke lah...
Went to St. Paul's Ruins. Took some pictures. Went back to the hotel around 7 o'clock. Dropped our stuff in the room. Then continued to the Shoppes at Four Seasons. Of course, didn't buy anything. :)
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - it was good!
Then, did a little shopping in Venetian.
Since we were leaving the day after - need to do some packing.

The third day - Leaving for Jakarta
Arrived in Hong Kong from Macau by TurboJet. Did last minute shopping. Got myself a watch (hihihi).
Flew back to Jakarta.
Nyot picked me up. pulang deh.....

and my holiday was over....uhuk....

when day one in 2009 is almost out.....

new year....
2009...
time flies....

things happened...
some work out, some didn't

....hopefully this year is gonna be a great year...
amen!

....semoga ga males lagi...
amen!

....semoga kesehatan baik2 saja....
amen!

....semoga keuangan baik2 saja....
amen!

....semoga relasi dengan Tuhan, keluarga, teman-teman baik2 saja....
amen!

....semoga semakin menjadi dewasa...
amen!

....semoga semakin menjadi bijaksana....
amen!

....semoga keadaan dunia tidak semakin aneh2 saja...
amen!

....semoga menjadi orang yang semakin baik...
amen!

amen....amen....amen....

Things to do today

wash all the clothes

mop the floor

iron the clothes for the past 4 days *siiiggghhh*

wash the dishes

----- I'm officially a maid today!

Christmas Eve

Today is the 24th of December.
A day before Christmas day.
Also my first holiday.
No more working in 2008.
Will go to Church tomorrow.
-- Saint Peter Canisius International Catholic Parish @ 11am
Will go with my love one.

Still at home.
Browsing the net.
Feel a lot better after the flu attack yesterday.

du...du...du...du....

hari ini....

serasa hari terakhir kerja di taun 2008
-- padahal belom....baru hari kamis...and my last day would be in 3 working days....

pake celana pendek ke kantor
-- siap maen...

ga niat kerja
-- bite me!

napsu blanja lagi menggebu-gebu
-- parah! i need more money....

pengen ke JACC deh
-- this saturday maybe??we shall see...

monday afternoon.....

ngantuk.
gotta call people....
malas....
useless...
six more working days
--- then i'll enjoy my ass down on a holiday...

n g a n t u k

December Makes Me Feel This Way

Autumn waves good-bye
And the changing of the seasons
Brings a change in me.
I see with different eyes
I get a sense of all of Natures possibilities
Its like the world is new

And precious as a baby
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true and there in every heart
December makes me feel this way

Friends and family
Strangers on the street are smiling at me
Inhibitions disappear
Laughing in the snow
I wish that I could know this feeling
Every moment of the year

The world is new and as precious as a baby
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true be there in every heart
December makes me feel this way

The spirit will guide me
Ever I am lost this sky its going to find me
When I am unsure It will remind me
Of who I am and I can be

December is inside of me
And love is true in there in every heart
December makes me feel
December makes me feel this way
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true and there in every heart
December makes me feel this way

- Dave Koz

it's confirmed!

we are going to macau on january....

we = herlin, awi, dito and me...
yaaaaayyy.....

we're gonna stay in venetian...yiiihaaa....

sakit ati.....

gua sakit ati....
he's a bastard!

mongki

lagi ada trend baru di jakarta....
topeng monyet!
it's not cute!
it's not nice!
it's cruel!
it's heartless!

I HATE IT!!!!!!!!

kukuku cantik....

Kemaren menikur and pedikur...
I enjoy it so much.
Im happy....
pretty nails and no cuticles....
kukuku cantik....
will be back for sure...but dont know when...

:)

zzz.zzz.zzz.

saya ngantuk...

ugh...

went to body jam session with cindy last night.
the result: i cannot feel my legs...

next destination(s)

okay, been thinking about my next destination....
rrr...rrr...rrr...
it's either Thailand or Australia.

If went to Thailand:
I really wanna go to Bangkok. Shop at the weekend market, Chatuchak. And shop at the night market, Suan Lum Night Bazaar.
Did a little research, they said Chatuchak is cheaper.
Next year, we are going to Phuket for our team building. I think it'd be nice if we can extend for 2 nights and stay over in Bangkok. hehehehe....

If went to Australia:
Cities I'd like to visit: Sydney, Gold Coast, and Melbourne.
Visit the Movie World, Wild World, Surfer Paradise.
And strolling down that Classic Melbourne city....

Anyhoooow, UK is still my dream destination. But I feel it's not time just yet.
So, let's go somewhere else first then....hehehehehe

On Rootote

Check www.rootote.com.au out....
I like their products...especially, the medium luxe one..
and I'm going to get it myself...somehow, someday...

Read my lips: I'M GOING TO GET IT MYSELF!!!

on being a consultant

Something popped in my mind this morning.
ternyata...dulu gua pernah punya cita2 untuk jadi consultant...
and look at me now....im actually on the road to become one....
but what did i do?nothing!
damn...better start working on my dream!!!

empty jakarta

how i love the empty jakarta....
it's so nice....

waktu tempuh dari cawang ke airport (lewat tol tj priok): about 20 minutes....can you believe that?
waktu tempuh dari airport ke mt haryono: 25 minutes with 60-80km/hr...one more time, can you believe that?

duniaku indaaahh...
lalalalaaaa.....
i love driving...uhhuuuyyy (today only)