last night

was fun...hang out with kendi and piri....nanti hang out lagi ye bo?ye pir??
ga berubah lah....tetep ajee heebbooohhhh, cablaaakk....rame banget!ampe budeg gua!hehehhe...i had a blast!
bo, minggu depan kita cuti yok booo....kita maen2 aje ama si piri...ehehhe...n

was a bit suckie....tuh gara2 si kucret ga angkat2 telpon gua....
kalo lu emang lagi nelpon ama temen lama lu, what's wrong with picking up the phone and kasi tau gua kalo lu lagi on line????it wont take more that 15 sec kok!!!!
waktu gua tanya nelpon ama sape kenapa lu cuma bilang "temen gua"??emang temen lu ga punya nama yee??
and siapa si temen lama lu itu sampe telpon gua dicuekin???

gua emmmpppppeeeetttttt!!!!!

ngantuk!
mo tidur neh....btw, kemaren tidur udah enakan seh...even gua masi denger tu ajan subuh...tapi at least langsung tidur lagi lah...
ngantttttuuukkkk.....

N G A N T U K

N ngucek2 mata
G gara2 kurang tidur
A andai bisa pulang cepet
N nangkring di kasur
T tidur sampe ngorok plus ngiler
U unyeng2 kepala
K kapan pulang seeeeeehhh???

N G A N T U K -
itu yang gua rasain sekarang
ga bisa konsen
mata perih
leher pegel
kaki pegel juga
badan loyyoo
males bersosialisasi
mao ngopi ajah

ngantuk2 gini i questioned my relationship....can we go on the next step?
right this moment my answer would be a big NO!!
kenapa?males nulisnya, males ceritanya, males bahasnya....so dont ask dah!

doh...pengen e'eee....gara2 kopi neh....i gain my energy back!HORAS!!
tapi jadi agak2 mules....hohohoho....
excited seh entar mo hang out ama kendi and piri....
*see the mood swing??!??*

pokoke...mulai sekarang gua ga mo bete ah...enough tadi pagi ajaaahh....and fill my day with lots lots lots of smiles....SMILE!!!!!!

isi hati senen pagi

semalem ga bisa tidur...it's been a week neh...kebangun terus tiap malem....tidur ayam gitu...bangun bangun...trus ga bisa tidur...ga enak banget!sebel gua!

idung juga lagi ga bener...meler mulu....seminggu terakhir ini...

kurang tidur!!
lemes, ngantuk, pegel2....

tired of fighting about the same thing!!!
bosen!!

dont think my mood is that great today!

ngantuk ngantuk ngantukkkk....pengen pulang aje!tidurrrrrrrr....

pala cekat cekot already!!!

kawinan?

musti ke kawinannya sape ye?
gua jadi bingung neh...
gua ngantukk...laper juga...ehehehhe...
pengen pulang se sebenernya...hohohoho....
ya sutra la palingan ke kawinan dua2nya aja and please God help me to find the way...aminnn....please jangan nyasarrr...

kemaren ke gading, makan bubur sapo...enak!i like it!hehehhe...
trus ke artha gading....liat YARIS!hehehe...i like it!emang lumayan jauh lebih mahal dari jazz seh..around 21 million....hmmm...tapi lucuu....gua suka belakangnya..ehuehue....

ya any car will do lah..jazz oke la, yaris lebih oke lagi...namanya juga dibeliin...

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si mami email, nanyain how i feel...
happy, karena masih banyak orang yang peduli ama gua...

sabtu ini i dont think bisa kondangan dah...nyak minta ditemenin kondangan...

hari minggu rencananya mo rekaman buat apply the amazing race...belon tentu keterima seh, but coba aje, kali2 aja kita menang 1M yee bo yee....AMINNNNN
gimana caranye yee??too bad gua bukan orang yang PD-nya selangit!
ngomong ape ye???bingung...deg2an juga seh....hehehhe....

mules2 dari pagi ko belon ilang2 ye?

babeh kayanya masuk kantor lagi neh...yah...sedih deehh...but at least it's friday bebehhh!!

february almost over....

tadi janji ama diri sendiri kalo gua musti kerja yang bener...jangan bikin salah banyak2...gua ga enak ati....kesannya slebor abis...

semalem ngubek2 ang pao MLB ama mak....nyariin satu ang pao....buset dehh....

piri's back!

piri lagi di jakarta..
akhirnya tu anak setelah berapa taon??5 or 6 ye?pulang juga...
baru sampe kemaren..ee uda digigit anjingnya sendiri....ehuehu..kesian bener...

oke, here's the plan...
friday - ke kantor dong auuuhhh....ga perlu bawa mobil..yay!
sabtu - kayanya ga jadi kondangan....mak minta ditemenin kondangan...
sunday - we shall see...want to spend time with gendut kali ye...miss the church...
monday - jalan ke gading ama piri n candice....me be the driver...mo makan bakmi gm...
tuesday - back to work

lagi agak2 ga ada kerjaan....senang...hari ini kayanya gua bubbly banget...hohohoho.....
my klingking masi sakit loh...rada kaku malah sekarang...ah sebal!

hmm...talking about our small business...
by middle of march i'll have 3 million rupiah profit...lumayan yak!i know it's not that big, but stil...lumayann bangettt....daripada nungguin gaji doang...bisa gila...aku senang senang senannnggggg!!

ayoo people..i need more moneyyy...duiitt duiiitt duiiitt....cari duuiitt duiiitt biar banyaaaakkkk and retired early....
kalo dipikir2 apa2 itu ujungnya duiiitt...
orang sakit...sure kita tetep harus berdoa for miracle, but still butuh duiiittt..

ini kamis

dateng pagi...
masih agak2 ngantuk, mata perih...
besok jumat...
hore!
ga tau mo nulis apa sebenernya...cuma tangan gatel aja mo ngetik2...hehehhe....

ga ada maknanye banget yeeeeee

cerita cerita

ceritanya tanggal 19 feb kemaren mlb married...
ke gereja...agak2 terharu..
ke reception...rameee...agak2 kepanasan...ketemu banyak orang yang udah lama banget ga gua liat...gilee...
kinda fun!

trus 20 feb - skipped work...spent whole day at home...potato couching...

21 feb - which is kemaren...kerjaa...sebbuukk...blak blak blak!!

hari ini...yuaaaaahhh begini lahh..

uda mulai tidur sendiri...horeee..tapi kamar masih blon gua banget...
lagi pengen makan kripik singkong pedes nehh...hmm...

napas

bisa 'napas' sekarang...
udah agak2 kega...at least dont have to lie no more...
boong itu ga enak...ngerasa berdosa...ngerasa punya utang, buntut2nya gua accuse diri gua sebage penepu...ga enak!the worst feeling ever!

cried my eyes out last night...bengkak neh!
nanti di make up jelek lagi...

cried my eyes out lagi this morning bareng piaraan gua...
kenape ye gua cengeng banget jadi orang?
mana aer mata gua gede2 banget lagi....baru nyadar kemaren...serius deh...gede2...segede biji jagung gitu....hehehhe...

yah semoga aja semuanya bakalan bae2 aja...

my car ....

went to the suzuki garage this morning to service my car...
the power steering didnt work at all last night...

so there was i, waiting for 3,5 hrs to get the car checked and fixed...it cost me 626,298.00 rupiaaaahhh....BANGKRUT BANGKRUT!!

ternyata...accu-nya udah ketuaan...uda soak, so ganti lahh...
karena accu-nya uda soak, makanya power steeringnya ga bisa...
trus another problem was selang karburatornya bocor crruuutt!!pantesan mobil gua kok boros amet...ternyata selama ini gua buangin bensin gara2 tu selang bocor!monyonnngg!!buang2 dokkkaaaatttt!!!sebaal!!

untung tadi pagi gua bilang kok mobil gua boros banget...kalo engga, bisa2 belon ketauan tu selang bocor...fiiiuuhhh...
for now, tu selang di tambel pake lem *ape ye nama lem-nye??shooott tadi dikasih tau padahal.....lem besi ye kalo ga salah?*

gua telpon bengkelnya lagi aje daahh...ehehehhe....tuhh benerrr lem besiiiii....pokoke yang buat logam gitu dahh....mereknya DEXRON - ada sepasang; satu buat pengelem, satu buat pengeringnya...cari ditoko bangunan juga ada...
gua tulis disini biar ga ilang....hehehhe....

semuanya udah beres deh sekarang...legaaa...
sampe di kantor jem 12-an...thanks for those who waiting for me...ehehee....

truss trus...
my little finger sakit neh...i guess something wrong with the urat....ga bisa angkat2 yang berat...

makan padang tadi..puanas banget jakarta hari ini...huaaahh...

pagi...

pagi tadi...
kebangun around 4:20 am gara2 idung mampet and kebelet pipis...
ga bisa tidur lagi after that...my head started to spin...idung still meler dengan suksesnya plus bonus mampet...sebal!
bangun jam 5:47 am...buang2 tisu yang gua lemparin ke ubin...ajubilee ternyataa banyak banget...ehehhe...
keluar kamar, trus ngupiiii...sambil nonton tipi...sikat gigi, mandi, makan sereal di boil, makan obat, beli bensin, then goooo....

pagi ini...
sampe di kantor jem 7 pagi TENG!sepii, masih agak2 gelap...kinda like the office that way...
tried to catch my sleep, but couldn't...kentut2 mulu so i decided to go pooppy...hehehe...sukses besarr - banyak and bau!SCORE!*lagi suka kata 'SCORE', tau kenapa?!?!?*
having headache, runny nose, VERY sleepy but it won't get the hold of me today...amennnn...

hari ini...
semoga hari ini as good as yesterday...amen...

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aku tak bisa menjalani hari tanpa nafas
aku tak mau meninggalkan hari tanpa canda dan tawa
aku tak akan melalui hari tanpa teman

i promised myself that i will ....

live this day with smiles on my face

and so far....
i'm good!!!

new born baby

another friend of mine got a baby girl...

congratulations to marco and ira for Mischa Tatiana Mardanus Budiono born 13 Feb 2006....

i'm hsppy for them, so happy! :)

it's v-day

yay!
udah normal lagi blognya...hehehhe...kemaren seharian ga bisa dipake...

btw, happy valentine's day buat yang ngerayain...

perasaan kemaren gua udah mumet banget...uda sempet gua keluarin in my old e-journal seh...

gua puyeng mikirin hari minggu ini...orang2 bakalan bilang apa?
kalo orang2 nanya gua bilang apa?
gua bingung tauuu...heran!!!
dia maonya apa sih???masih aja orang kaya gitu dikasih napas!!
JAHAT-nya udah mo mampus, GA ADA otak!!GA PUNYA perasaan!!

so slow

hari ini full of slow motion....sloww banget gua...padahal kerjaan segambreng...ehehhe...

oh ya...balik ke mang-du lagi hari ini and semoga baju gua selesai by today...aminn...semoga semogaa...gua udah pusing banget loh...sumpehh deee...
semoga semuanya beres...aminnn...

my perfect future life

kemaren during lunch time talked about future family and dream house with iyen n kendi...
until this morning masih kepikiran...hehehhe....

my perfect future family:
a husband, 2 kids - oldest: a boy (middle name Given or Silver); youngest: a girl (middle name Rain).
Husband - better be rich...ehehhe....kind, wise, honest, afraid of God, not a mummy's boy, ga pedit, sayang keluarga, must communicate with the kids too....aminnnn....
Kids - must take one music lesson, any will do: instruments or vocal...don't be like me, kids...cannot sing, cannot play instruments..LAME!and one sport lesson...tennis is more preferable...

my perfect future house:
the environment - near beach

the house - minimalist, gray-ish, simple black gate, lots of huge glass windows, white drapes, nice terrace (2 woodden white chairs and 1 table); a garage for 2 cars

the living room - plasma TV (aminnn); stereo set; huge pluffy couch in khakis; a pretty huge woodden coffee table; no carpet; book shelf with lots of picture albums; a long woodden table with lots of old and new pictures, above is family picture

the kitchen - gourment kitchen; it'll be a combination of stainless-steel and light brown; breakfast table with high stool facing the stove (not to close); glass dining table with 6 chairs

the master bedroom - a combination of white or very light yellow (wall) and dark brown (furnitures); huge bed; a full bathroom; tv set; huge dark brown cupboard

the boy's bedroom - blue wall - haven't really thought about it yet.

the girl's bedroom - light yellow wall - haven't really thought about it yet.

the backyard - bbq grill - haven't really thought about it yet.

the cars - his: don't know depends on him; mine: small car like black vw polo.

to all of the above....AMENNNN....AMEEENNN....AMENNNN...

BANJIR

masih musim ujan...serem banjir, amit2 jangan sampe...
rumah pada bocor masa...ihh....musti dibenerin tu...tadi pagi garasi becek gitu seh...

beberapa bagian jakarta yang langganan banjir uda pada tergenang tuh..seram....
mau apa dunia?
kok kayanya masalah2 and bencana alam ga ada abis2nya....
apa uda deket kiamat?maybe....

cloudy thursday morning

selamat pagi...
headache still here....heartache still here....the pain still here...

cannot remember the day i really feel wonderful...kapan ye?last time kayanya winter 2002, almost 4 years ago...shoot!PARAH!
what's wrong with me?
kayanya kok gua (deep down) sedih mulu....

one thing i know for sure, i'm slipping away from Him further and further everyday...
i don't even know how to talk to him anymore...
hah!

masih pengen pergi ke tempat yang jauhhhhh....

scattered ....

a morron motorcycle hit my car yesterday!sebal!penyok and baret!liat2 dong makanya kalo nyetir....orang uda kasih sign juga...bego lu!!thanks God for insurance...

15 minutes til ring time!

no babeh in the house means FREEDOM AT LAST!!bukan kita2 doang...tapi tu manager2 juga jadi heboh gitu...heuheu....

aih gua uda ga betah ama rambut gua...this weekend plan....cukur!

lagi males filing...tuh uda numpuk di kolong...hehehe...

nyokap masak apa ya hari ini??ooo...ga masak...dia kesingan tadi...

mo beli microwave buat si mlb rencananya...berapa duitan seh?

10 minuts til ring time!

mo pipis ah...

5 minuts til ring time!

watched super bowl the other night...

besok tanggal 9...yosh!seengganya weekend ini uda punya duit lagi...aminnnnn....

siap2 mo pulang ah...