kapan?when????

been doing banking since the past 2 months.
and i declares i hate banking!
and dianggap ga jalan juga kan....
sebel...

pengen cepet2 this banking thingy dicabut from me!
sebel....

however, im still working on it....

but my question is....KAPAN GA NGERJAIN BANKING LAGI???
gimme other things please....

mimpi semalem

ngantuuuukkk!!!

semalem ngimpi....
ngimpi udah kawin, udah di gereja gitu dah....
aneh aja...ahauehuaehuae...

anyway,
kemaren our 6 yrs anniversary...
cepet banget, kayanya baru kemaren kenalan di student lounge di AMU...
congrats to us ya!!heheheh....

he sent me an sms kemaren....
"happy anniversary mem..it's out last one..nest year we got a new anniversaty date..hehe"
the way he wrote me notes always makes me smile....

hari ini....

hari ini....

kita udah bareng for enam taun...

cepet ya?

kayanya baru kenalan kemaren di ruang belajar di AMU

(mendadak gua kangen banget sama ruangan itu....baunya, sepinya....)



hari ini....

tau2 udah enem taon aje...ckckck...

cepet banget....

and less than 6 months we will share a journey together....



waaaaaaaaaaa.....



happy anniversary to both of us....

tummy cramp!

having a tummy cramp today!
ouch!

not working today...LITERALLY...
just do a little bit of this and a little bit of that

argh
*pengen jambak2 rambut orang deh*

my job and I

I might not be the best at what I'm doing right now.
.....well, I don't try my best....
because I don't see the point of doing my best here.

I wanna leave all the things behind
.....and move to a new world....
.....world of strangers.....

I wonder how it'd feel.
should be awesome ya...

I wanna move to other world and do something new.

Singapore Trip

Went to Singapore from 29 -31 May 2009 to take our prewedding picture.
Took off from Jakarta at 9.30pm-ish.
Arrived 30 minutes past midnight.
Took a taxi ride to Lucky Plaza apartment.
The building is so damn old. And a smelly one, too!
haiyoh...
mengharukan deh!

Couldn't sleep. I think I slept after 4.30am since he's kept snoring like hell!
(what did I get myself into???!?!)
Thought I'd be so grumpy in the next day. Turned out to be a great photo taking session.
We went to National Museum of Singapore, Fort Canning Park, Raffles Mall to ate SUBWAY, then to Fullerton Hotel area, Chijmes at night....i kinda forgot...hihihihi...
(add on: we went to City Link Mall and parliament building before we hit Fullerton area)
Second day also a great day. Went to Botanical Garden, Emerland Hills, and Orchard Road area.
Got my shoes!!!I'm so happy!!!and it's cheaper also!hihihihihi....

In all, photo session went super well. Thank's God. We walked until we couldn't feel our legs no more!!

Singapore was great (for vacation, not for living). People are in their own world - almost no interaction between them. Everywhere I see people are listening to their Ipod. Very individualist people.
But from time to time it's a good thing to live in an individualist environment. They wouldn't care how you look like, what you are wearing. They don't give a damn about others.

One of few things that I love about that country is its transportation system. It was AWESOME! MRT is great! Other thing is the cleanliness of the city and the people's manner. They know how to queue!! Unlike, Jakarta (not sure about other cities in Indonesia) people have no manner!sebal!

Anyway, got a chance to play GX5 - Extreme Swing. We (or at least, I did) screamed my lung out! I lost my voice!hihihihi....

Would love to go back to Singapore again!
But not staying at Lucky Plaza anymore, please.....

Thank's God for the super fun weekend. The timing was perfect - just had a bad week in the office. :)

i messed up.....

it was happened in 2001.
i told her that i'd call so we can hang out during christmas break.
turned out, i never call her AT ALL...

and i feel so guilty coz she had help me a lot during my first year in college. before and during my arrival.
God, what i was thinking ya dulu??
thinking of writing her a message....i just did through facebook.
hope she'd forgive me.

i'm sorry ya.....
and i really appreciate all your help. really....

yesterday....

was 18 May 2009.
it was my birthday.
spent it with my love one.
had a nice dinner.
he gave me a birthday card.
---- with a lovely personal message in it.
hehehe....
senang, senang, senang.....

my la la land last night

watched parts of american idol last night....top 3 already...
they got a chance to visit their hometown....
and one of the contestants is from milwaukee....

so, there was i....
in my room, sitting in front of the tv,,,screening through the background....
i saw the marquette interchange highway, downtown milwaukee, milwaukee art museum, michigan lake, the harley davidson stage in the summerfest arena....
it brought back memories...and i fall in love with her charm one more time...

:)

milwaukee will always holds a special place in my heart...
the snow (they said, i'd get sick of the snow in my 3rd year, turned out they were wrong)
the super cold wind
the not-so-crowded downtown
the grey-ish and brown-ish buildings
the beer in process smell....

damn, i miss her....hik....

they say....

"aduuuhh....rambut cici kok ga panjang2 sih?"
"rambutnya jangan dipotong lagi ya ci, panjangin..."
"mau pake hair-extension?"
"cici, jangan gemukan lagi ya"

those were the clamitannya marketing bridal...
emang gua gemuk gitu?maksudnyaaa??
soal rambut lagi, ya suka2 gua dong ya...
rambut ya rambut gua...mo pendek kek, mo botak kek....
ya terserah gua sih....
udah tugas lu bikin my short hair looks great...
weeeeekk...

lah, ini ada yg lebih parah lagi...
"masa dia bilang kalo mo pake baju yang standar musti extra diet"
MAKSUDNYA???
gila kali ya....
untung bukan gua yg digituin...kalo gua mah udah gua uwek2 tuh orang...
monyong!!

miriissss

a stupid motorcycle hit my car this morning.
alhasil, bempernya mbloak....sebelah kiri...
anjir...padahal gua baru claim about a month ago...
dammit!
goblok banget tu orang...
and he didnt look guilty....
malah ketawa2 tolol...
ya semoga anda kecelakaan dijalan yeh....
aauehuaehuehuae...
gak, gak....semoga in the future jangan terlalu tolol lagi jadi orang...
ga bisa kaya...
miskin terus...

lagi ga pengen kerja....
ga mood aja gara2 mobil ditabrak....goblok!!!!
padahal tadi pagi mood udah oke banget, semangat banget mo kerja...
ada2 aja deh....
but i think im handle it quite okay...

besok uda hari kamis...hore...
weekend is almost here.

it's not even 2 and i feel like eternity....
ga pengen ngomong sama orang2 deh...
siapa pun....so YM aja ya...hihihiih...

scattered, as usual....

i'm having my period.

lagi ga pengen kerja.

super sensi.

today is a long day, indeed.

long meeting. drainy.

i think i've should skip work today.

wanna go home.

not in the mood of talking to any earth creatures, YM aja please....

some people can be a biatch from time to time. and just today, one was bitching. nagging bitch!

want my soda dose today - sprite for today.

finish reading the second bitch book last night. then, what to read?

did you notice, i mentioned the word 'bitch' so many times in this entry?

....Surabaya....

Went to Surabaya on 25 Apr and get back on 26 Apr.
It was a pleasant weekend.
However, can't stand the heat though!
The people are nice. They insisted on paying for EVERYTHING we ate and bought....
parah euy...they are really sungkan...haiyoh!

anyway, the food parade includes:
1. rujak cingur
2. rujak tolet
3. tahu campur
4. nasi pecel
5. lontong balap (simply THE BEST)
6. ice cream zangrandi
7. manisan mangga

apa lagi ya?
lupa saking banyaknya makan...ahaeheuhue...

at the moment, i'm torn between the great food and the heat.....hmmmm....

last night....

i ate crabs like crazy...
knew those weren't that fresh anymore....
but still i ate it....thought it'd be such a waste not to eat, besides my mom already cook it for us....
the sauce was good....

finished with the crabs i brushed my teeth....
approx 10 minutes after that i feel weird....especially on my upper lips...
ran to the mirror to checked it out....
turned out....BIBIR GUA JONTOR!!!!
AND I HAVE A WEDDING IN TWO DAYS!!!!!
damn!!!
couldn't even remember the last time bibir gua jontor!!!!!
was it when i was 8 yrs old???

thank God it's much better already.....
thanks to the ice cubes....fiuh....

i think i won't be eating crabs for sometime.... :(

makan lagi, makan lagi, makan lagi....

lagi membabi nih....makan teruuuusss...
gila...
my today's food list (including drinks):
1. morning coffee
2. pisang bakar as breakfast
3. lunch
4. half price starbukcs ice latte
5. gadoin dendeng balado
6. permen sugus
7. fisherman mint
8. nanas

time range: 7am to 3pm today...
parah ih...

sunday's bla bla....

thinking of skipping church this sunday.
i know its palm sunday.
oh well...

met with the choir yesterday.
the first song they sang brought me tears!
(yes, i know...cengeng)
didn't expect it at all!
but i'm glad he picked that choir.
it was a very nice meeting - they sang every single song just for us in private!MANTOTEBH!!
done with the ceremony songs selection...
fiuh....

what's next?

ooohh...haven't found the right suit for the groom to be!

then what?
can't think of any at the moment.

daily ruumbling....

listening to "Everyday I Love You" by Boyzone.

" I know that I am truly bless"
I am bless......

tomorrow gonna have a busy day.

mitzy is hospitalized now.
kasian. get well soon, baby!

feeling like dancing.

i wonder

kenapa ya jerawat gua adanya disisi kanan muka gua?

super random

just finished my coffee.
AKU CINTA KOPI

my hair is so damn long already!
it's in the stage where i can pull my hair and create a tiny ugly pony tail = BAD stage
need a hair cut ASAP!

need to check my sight one of these days.
i think my eyes getting worse....hmmm....

want to go to the loo to poo (hey, that rhyme....nice!)
but could pick my ass off this chair
my heavy ass is just too lazy...

thinking what to do today?

after 3 nights in a row hearing my niece crying her lung out,
i decided that i'm not ready to have children yet
my time will come, but not close....i can feel it in my bone!

at this stage, decided not to have twins anymore....too many too bear
(tapi kalo dikasih....ya ndak papa)

not in the mood of talking about wedding preparation related
- even not in the mood of thinking about it
T I R E D

torn between going to GI or not ya?
NIKE is having sale at the moment.....
bakalan kaya charles and keith gak ya ramenya?

mandi ah.....

Plug In Your Emotional Battery by Rick Warren

In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most.

Today's Devotional is based on this passage:
"Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (Mark 6:31 NIV).

Are you overwhelmed? Do you feel inadequate? Are you ready to blow at any moment? You can't love others in a godly way when you're at the end of your emotional rope. How many relationships have been ripped apart because the people involved failed to take care of themselves emotionally?

God's Word gives us three habits that can help us recharge emotionally when we have nothing left to give.
1. Solitude.
Mark 6:31 says, "So many people were coming and going...[Jesus] said to them [the disciples], 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (NIV). Jesus understood that your emotions are like a battery. If you plug one lightbulb into a battery, it will last for a fairly long time. If you plug in 100 lights, the battery will drain very quickly. Many of you have so many lights plugged in, your battery is shot. You can't recharge anybody else—you can't give love—if your own battery is drained. You recharge when you get away by yourself.

2. Play.
The Bible says, "Jesus came enjoying life" (Matthew 11:19 PH). He was the most people-focused, ministry-intensive person who ever lived, yet he took the time to have fun. Certain activities recharge you emotionally; they literally re-create your energy and enthusiasm for life. We all have different activities that recharge us because we're all made differently. Find out what recharges you emotionally and make time for it.

3. Laughter.
Proverbs 17:22 says, "Being cheerful keeps you healthy" (GNT). Studies prove that when you laugh, it increases your number of T-cells, which raises your immunity level. Laughter is good for your health. Humor is God's gift to us. Remember, God has a sense of humor—he made you!

To be emotionally balanced, take God very seriously but don't take yourself seriously. Learn to laugh at your limitations. There is plenty of material. If you only laugh and enjoy life when your problems are all solved, you'll never enjoy life.