is today....
how come i haven't heard anything ya?
haiyoh....
i don't like this....
should i call or not ya?
should i?
should i?
i think i'm gonna.....
i think i should, if i want something real bad, i think i should chase ye?
you think?
deg-degan banget sih.
tapi kok ndak ada kabar sama sekali yah?
this is not good man.
really not good.
*sigh*
Thursday, September 10, 2009
Wednesday, September 09, 2009
boleh ga?
boleh ga kesel ama yg-di-atas-sana?
abis ga ada kabarnya sampe sore ini.
bingung deh.
ga sabar ye?
abis kesel.
gak jelas.
hik.
im a very impatient human.
im a human.
i have flaws.
i know i still have to work on it.
but i want this one soooo bad.
i really do.
bener deh. i really do.
never want something this bad.
let me correct it, this is one of the things i want real bad.
mau teriak, tapi tak berguna.
aku berdoa. berdoa banget.
aku pasrah. bener deh.
but right now i just want to let things out.
boleh kan?
will continue praying........
abis ga ada kabarnya sampe sore ini.
bingung deh.
ga sabar ye?
abis kesel.
gak jelas.
hik.
im a very impatient human.
im a human.
i have flaws.
i know i still have to work on it.
but i want this one soooo bad.
i really do.
bener deh. i really do.
never want something this bad.
let me correct it, this is one of the things i want real bad.
mau teriak, tapi tak berguna.
aku berdoa. berdoa banget.
aku pasrah. bener deh.
but right now i just want to let things out.
boleh kan?
will continue praying........
OH!
lupa cerita!
yesterday when i was on my way to the office ada orank norak!
emang biasanya gua suka nyanyi2 di dalem mobil...eh itu si norak ngeliatin gua sambil mesem2 sendiri...
ikh!
gua sebel, plototin balik aje....
rese lu!
ga pernah liat orang nyanyi2 di dalem mobil ye?
heran deh...
mind your own business dong!
gua tau lu punya mata, tapi mbok ya tau diri.
kalo emang ngeliat itu hak koe, tapi mbok ya tau sopan santun...kalo ngeliatin orang jangan terlalu obvious toh!!
jangan dipelototin like i am an object!!
sinting!
disangkain gua ga punya mata kali bisa dliat dia juga....
tolol deh...heran!
ga disekolahin ya??mungkin engga sih, secara you dont know how to behave....
oh well....
yesterday when i was on my way to the office ada orank norak!
emang biasanya gua suka nyanyi2 di dalem mobil...eh itu si norak ngeliatin gua sambil mesem2 sendiri...
ikh!
gua sebel, plototin balik aje....
rese lu!
ga pernah liat orang nyanyi2 di dalem mobil ye?
heran deh...
mind your own business dong!
gua tau lu punya mata, tapi mbok ya tau diri.
kalo emang ngeliat itu hak koe, tapi mbok ya tau sopan santun...kalo ngeliatin orang jangan terlalu obvious toh!!
jangan dipelototin like i am an object!!
sinting!
disangkain gua ga punya mata kali bisa dliat dia juga....
tolol deh...heran!
ga disekolahin ya??mungkin engga sih, secara you dont know how to behave....
oh well....
tunggu!
Tuhan,
kenapa belom ada kabar jugaaa???
sampe bingung....
ada apa ini?
and there's nothing i can do pula.
gosh, i hate this.
i know musti sabar...
and its not the deadline anyway.
iya lah....ngerti harus nunggu memang.
tapi kalo sampe besok sore ga ada kabar, boleh kan daku yg tanya?
penasaran deh...
kali iya ya iya....kalo engga ya sudah, but at least i know how to plan my life in the next months.
just wanna know the result.
hope it'll be mine. :)
i really do. :) :) :) :)
kenapa belom ada kabar jugaaa???
sampe bingung....
ada apa ini?
and there's nothing i can do pula.
gosh, i hate this.
i know musti sabar...
and its not the deadline anyway.
iya lah....ngerti harus nunggu memang.
tapi kalo sampe besok sore ga ada kabar, boleh kan daku yg tanya?
penasaran deh...
kali iya ya iya....kalo engga ya sudah, but at least i know how to plan my life in the next months.
just wanna know the result.
hope it'll be mine. :)
i really do. :) :) :) :)
Tuesday, September 08, 2009
huh
kesel dah
nyariin romo kok susah banget yak...
dari minggu lalu nih...and i hate semua yg mendadak.
i like to plan things...ga suka mepet2 and dadakan!
apa lagi ini berhubungan dengan surat2 segala...this is sucks!
kesel!
gimana orang ga mo kesel sama something gereja related.
kebanyakan birokrasi, kebanyakan aturan. well, aturannya sih fine la. emang tujuannya biar jadi teratur and has system.
tapi orang2nya itu ga bisa diajak kerja sama.
they work there, and they should provide us with the service dong.
im sure they get paid.
and not sure how much. but its not the case lah.
you work there, and thats your job to help people who needed help.
susah banget sih.
keseeeeellll....
nyariin romo kok susah banget yak...
dari minggu lalu nih...and i hate semua yg mendadak.
i like to plan things...ga suka mepet2 and dadakan!
apa lagi ini berhubungan dengan surat2 segala...this is sucks!
kesel!
gimana orang ga mo kesel sama something gereja related.
kebanyakan birokrasi, kebanyakan aturan. well, aturannya sih fine la. emang tujuannya biar jadi teratur and has system.
tapi orang2nya itu ga bisa diajak kerja sama.
they work there, and they should provide us with the service dong.
im sure they get paid.
and not sure how much. but its not the case lah.
you work there, and thats your job to help people who needed help.
susah banget sih.
keseeeeellll....
Monday, September 07, 2009
BOSAN
bosan sekali.
pengen pipis lagi.
bosan sekali.
pengen ujan.
hari ini panas banget.
nanti dinner nasi uduk.
aku lapar.
besok udah selasa.
berarti 2 hari lagi ke hari kamis.
berarti 2 minggu dari hari itu.
berarti hasilnya udah ada dong mustinya?
hope it'll be mine. :)
pengen pipis lagi.
bosan sekali.
pengen ujan.
hari ini panas banget.
nanti dinner nasi uduk.
aku lapar.
besok udah selasa.
berarti 2 hari lagi ke hari kamis.
berarti 2 minggu dari hari itu.
berarti hasilnya udah ada dong mustinya?
hope it'll be mine. :)
it's monday
..... 11 days after that meeting day ......
still no news.
still waiting.
still patience.
still praying (HARD).
still having faith.
still hoping for the best.
still surrendering.
still enjoying my day.
no damage done for the past few days. :)
semoga, semoga
still no news.
still waiting.
still patience.
still praying (HARD).
still having faith.
still hoping for the best.
still surrendering.
still enjoying my day.
no damage done for the past few days. :)
semoga, semoga
Thursday, September 03, 2009
today's mission
hari ini rencananya mau telpon si bapak.
and i did. tenyata belom ada kabar. belum final katanya.
may i say sesuai harapanku?
now it's praying time. harder.
and i will. hehehe
and i did. tenyata belom ada kabar. belum final katanya.
may i say sesuai harapanku?
now it's praying time. harder.
and i will. hehehe
Wednesday, September 02, 2009
after the earthquake
earthquake in Tasikmalaya 7.3 SR.
Deep condolences for all the victim and family.
i was in the office. typing an email. then suddenly, i feel dizzy and i can feel my body move from the left to the right.
realized that something was wrong.
calmly (i surprised myself) i gathered my belongings and made my way to the emergency stairs.
some people were panicking like crazy, some were relaxed.
i hate those who kept screaming prayers in panic. just keep it those prayers in your heart lah.
don't make the situation worse.
we went to starbucks, had a cup of coffee (or iced cafe latte to be exact), and a chit chat.
when they all chit chatting i realized that all my problems are so tiny compare to this.
in fact, my problems are nothing!
i am so glad that i'm home and safe.
---- so, let me talk to bapak tomorrow and get this over with ----
lapar....cari makan aaaahhh....
Deep condolences for all the victim and family.
i was in the office. typing an email. then suddenly, i feel dizzy and i can feel my body move from the left to the right.
realized that something was wrong.
calmly (i surprised myself) i gathered my belongings and made my way to the emergency stairs.
some people were panicking like crazy, some were relaxed.
i hate those who kept screaming prayers in panic. just keep it those prayers in your heart lah.
don't make the situation worse.
we went to starbucks, had a cup of coffee (or iced cafe latte to be exact), and a chit chat.
when they all chit chatting i realized that all my problems are so tiny compare to this.
in fact, my problems are nothing!
i am so glad that i'm home and safe.
---- so, let me talk to bapak tomorrow and get this over with ----
lapar....cari makan aaaahhh....
What Are You Worried About?
Taken from http://www.purposedriven.com/article.do?method=articlePage&contentId=201820&trkid=ddnews
"Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life” (Philippians 4:6–7 MSG).
Two businessmen were talking about the economy:
Jack: “I’m about to lose my job and our house is in foreclosure, but I don’t worry about it.”
Bob: “How can you not be worried?”
Jack: “I’ve hired a professional worrier. He does all my worrying for me. That way I don’t have to think about it!”
Bob: “That’s a fantastic idea. How much does it cost to hire a professional worrier?”
Jack: “$50,000 a year.”
Bob: “$50,000! Where are you going to get that kind of money?”
Jack: “I don’t know. That’s HIS worry!”
Worry is something you learn to do.
There is no such thing as a “born worrier.” It is a learned response to life. You learned to worry from two sources:
1. You learned to worry from experience. After years of mistakes, failures, and unfulfilled expectations, you’ve discovered that things don’t always turn out right. Out of these experiences you formed the habit of worrying.
2. You learned to worry from examples. There are many models around you. Studies show that children usually pick up their parent’s worries. Anxious parents raise anxious kids.
Since worry is a learned response to life, it can be unlearned!
The starting point for overcoming worry is to realize it is useless. It does you no good to worry. It is “stewing without doing.” Worry has never changed anything. Worry cannot change the past. Worry cannot control the future. Worry only makes you miserable today.
Worry has never solved a problem, never paid a bill, and never cured an illness. It only paralyzes you so you can’t work on the solution. Worry is like racing a car when its engine is in neutral; it doesn’t get you anywhere, it just uses up gas.
The Bible teaches, “An anxious heart weighs a man down” (Proverbs 12:25 NIV).
On top of that, worry exaggerates the problem. It plays on your imagination. Have you ever noticed that when you worry about a problem it gets bigger? Every time you repeat if over and over in your mind you tend to add details, amplifying it so you feel worse.
What’s the solution? Instead of worrying, talk to God about what’s worrying you. He is someone who can do something about it.
It's exactly what I need right now. I love the way God making sure that I'm in His good hands.
I shouldn't worry. And I'm gonna try my best not to.
If that thing isn't for me, that it's not for me. But I'm pretty sure that I still need to do something if I really want this thing - so let me call si bapak tomorrow and find out.
so yeah...lets have a peaceful day. people around me has been veru supportive of whatever my decisions are. and im thanking God for that. i really do. :)
"Don’t fret or worry. Instead of worrying, pray. Let petitions and praises shape your worries into prayers, letting God know your concerns. Before you know it, a sense of God's wholeness, everything coming together for good, will come and settle you down. It's wonderful what happens when Christ displaces worry at the center of your life” (Philippians 4:6–7 MSG).
Two businessmen were talking about the economy:
Jack: “I’m about to lose my job and our house is in foreclosure, but I don’t worry about it.”
Bob: “How can you not be worried?”
Jack: “I’ve hired a professional worrier. He does all my worrying for me. That way I don’t have to think about it!”
Bob: “That’s a fantastic idea. How much does it cost to hire a professional worrier?”
Jack: “$50,000 a year.”
Bob: “$50,000! Where are you going to get that kind of money?”
Jack: “I don’t know. That’s HIS worry!”
Worry is something you learn to do.
There is no such thing as a “born worrier.” It is a learned response to life. You learned to worry from two sources:
1. You learned to worry from experience. After years of mistakes, failures, and unfulfilled expectations, you’ve discovered that things don’t always turn out right. Out of these experiences you formed the habit of worrying.
2. You learned to worry from examples. There are many models around you. Studies show that children usually pick up their parent’s worries. Anxious parents raise anxious kids.
Since worry is a learned response to life, it can be unlearned!
The starting point for overcoming worry is to realize it is useless. It does you no good to worry. It is “stewing without doing.” Worry has never changed anything. Worry cannot change the past. Worry cannot control the future. Worry only makes you miserable today.
Worry has never solved a problem, never paid a bill, and never cured an illness. It only paralyzes you so you can’t work on the solution. Worry is like racing a car when its engine is in neutral; it doesn’t get you anywhere, it just uses up gas.
The Bible teaches, “An anxious heart weighs a man down” (Proverbs 12:25 NIV).
On top of that, worry exaggerates the problem. It plays on your imagination. Have you ever noticed that when you worry about a problem it gets bigger? Every time you repeat if over and over in your mind you tend to add details, amplifying it so you feel worse.
What’s the solution? Instead of worrying, talk to God about what’s worrying you. He is someone who can do something about it.
It's exactly what I need right now. I love the way God making sure that I'm in His good hands.
I shouldn't worry. And I'm gonna try my best not to.
If that thing isn't for me, that it's not for me. But I'm pretty sure that I still need to do something if I really want this thing - so let me call si bapak tomorrow and find out.
so yeah...lets have a peaceful day. people around me has been veru supportive of whatever my decisions are. and im thanking God for that. i really do. :)
Monday, August 31, 2009
knock, knock....
knock, knock...
Anybody there?
knock, knock....
yoohooo??
knock, knock...
hope you hear me.
knock, knock...
please hear me.
knock, knock...
i really want it...badly...
i just can't take this anymore.
i hate lying. should've listen to my heart. long time ago.
knock, knock...
please make my dream come true. please.....
Anybody there?
knock, knock....
yoohooo??
knock, knock...
hope you hear me.
knock, knock...
please hear me.
knock, knock...
i really want it...badly...
i just can't take this anymore.
i hate lying. should've listen to my heart. long time ago.
knock, knock...
please make my dream come true. please.....
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
the thing....
the thing is...
as an employee, i'm pretty sure that taking (a) leave(s) (no matter how many days at any times of the month) is my right.
but the thing is....here, i cannot do such things without getting an upset face from the boss.
frankly, i dont quite understand.
yes, i know i should consider the office condition and situation before i decided to take leaves. and i think i understand it pretty well. it's only ONE day leave, by the way.
why can't i take my leave which suppose to be my right?
it's ridiculous..seriously.
as an employee, i'm pretty sure that taking (a) leave(s) (no matter how many days at any times of the month) is my right.
but the thing is....here, i cannot do such things without getting an upset face from the boss.
frankly, i dont quite understand.
yes, i know i should consider the office condition and situation before i decided to take leaves. and i think i understand it pretty well. it's only ONE day leave, by the way.
why can't i take my leave which suppose to be my right?
it's ridiculous..seriously.
Wednesday, August 19, 2009
Tuesday, August 18, 2009
cerita-cerita di long weekend
abis long weekend...senangnya!
ga kemana2, di jakarta doang...and im happy :)
hari sabtu, 15 aug 2008
ikut kelas yoga, it was tiring....keringetan bo....but it was good.
abis itu ke tempat jual furniture kayu...I LOVE their stuff...
bagus, bagus...bule style gitu deh....simple and kayu solid!!
so far udah beli trunk box buat jadi coffee table....
and so far udah fell in love with:
1. wine drawer (which gonna be my meja dandan)
2. console table with mirror
3. huge foyer desk (might not get this one...gede banget, but very useful)
4. TV storage dan pasangannya
5. those little boxes....
malemnya kondangan si stephen, 'guru' gua waktu kuliah di binus dulu...hehehe...
congrat's man...trus pulang lah...
hari minggu, 16 aug 2009
skipped yoga.
ke sunter - acara gathering anak2 milwaukee, ga gitu rame...
ponakannya lia yg kecil lucu banget....hihihihih....bandel!
abis dari sunter ke JHCC, beli piring dan kawan2nya:
1. 10 piring warna biru
2. 6 mangkok kecil + 6 piring buat tatakannya warna ijo
3. 3 mangkok rada gede warna item
4. 1 piring buat sayur warna putih
5. 1 mangkok popcorn warna merah (hore!)
6. 6 mug (3 warna putih, 3 warna biru muda-ish)
7. 1 lusin sendok makan
8. 1 lusin garpu makan
9. setengah lusin sendok kecil
10. setengah lusin garpu kecil
11. 2 piring sayur kotak warna putih
12. 1 mangkok geudeeeeen warna coklat
gotong gotong kardus isi piring dan mangkok gempor juga ya..lemes...hihihih
trus ke senayan city, tapi sebelomnya mampir ke senayan golf klub....beli sweater dan celana pendek!
trus ke senayan city deh, makan pho 2000....ngubek2 diskonan di toko sport (apaan ya?lupa!)
dapet dry fit polo shirt buat si gendut kaya udah dapet rejeki nomplok....abis bajunya kecil2 banget...ahahahaha....
trus nonton gi joe...it was good...pengen naek pesawat mereka...seru kali ya...
hari senen, 17 aug 2009
ke new brides ama nyokap mo pilih baju skalian liat foto...pilih foto dari 203 ke 20...sukses!hore!ga nambah!hore!
bagus fotonya...suka.
trus ke mall...ngepo sama san2 and cing2....kalo ga maksa pulang bisa sampe malem nongkrong disana...ahahaha...ada aja yg diomongin...hihihih
trus ke rumah si gendut dulu....dia mandi...
trus ke mall artha gading, ke ace hardware....liatin piso dan pernak pernik dapur....
ga banyak pilihan...bingung ya mo cari dimana...
trus ke sunter, maen tenis....jadi pengen maen lagi...ahuaehuea...
ah pulang ah
ga kemana2, di jakarta doang...and im happy :)
hari sabtu, 15 aug 2008
ikut kelas yoga, it was tiring....keringetan bo....but it was good.
abis itu ke tempat jual furniture kayu...I LOVE their stuff...
bagus, bagus...bule style gitu deh....simple and kayu solid!!
so far udah beli trunk box buat jadi coffee table....
and so far udah fell in love with:
1. wine drawer (which gonna be my meja dandan)
2. console table with mirror
3. huge foyer desk (might not get this one...gede banget, but very useful)
4. TV storage dan pasangannya
5. those little boxes....
malemnya kondangan si stephen, 'guru' gua waktu kuliah di binus dulu...hehehe...
congrat's man...trus pulang lah...
hari minggu, 16 aug 2009
skipped yoga.
ke sunter - acara gathering anak2 milwaukee, ga gitu rame...
ponakannya lia yg kecil lucu banget....hihihihih....bandel!
abis dari sunter ke JHCC, beli piring dan kawan2nya:
1. 10 piring warna biru
2. 6 mangkok kecil + 6 piring buat tatakannya warna ijo
3. 3 mangkok rada gede warna item
4. 1 piring buat sayur warna putih
5. 1 mangkok popcorn warna merah (hore!)
6. 6 mug (3 warna putih, 3 warna biru muda-ish)
7. 1 lusin sendok makan
8. 1 lusin garpu makan
9. setengah lusin sendok kecil
10. setengah lusin garpu kecil
11. 2 piring sayur kotak warna putih
12. 1 mangkok geudeeeeen warna coklat
gotong gotong kardus isi piring dan mangkok gempor juga ya..lemes...hihihih
trus ke senayan city, tapi sebelomnya mampir ke senayan golf klub....beli sweater dan celana pendek!
trus ke senayan city deh, makan pho 2000....ngubek2 diskonan di toko sport (apaan ya?lupa!)
dapet dry fit polo shirt buat si gendut kaya udah dapet rejeki nomplok....abis bajunya kecil2 banget...ahahahaha....
trus nonton gi joe...it was good...pengen naek pesawat mereka...seru kali ya...
hari senen, 17 aug 2009
ke new brides ama nyokap mo pilih baju skalian liat foto...pilih foto dari 203 ke 20...sukses!hore!ga nambah!hore!
bagus fotonya...suka.
trus ke mall...ngepo sama san2 and cing2....kalo ga maksa pulang bisa sampe malem nongkrong disana...ahahaha...ada aja yg diomongin...hihihih
trus ke rumah si gendut dulu....dia mandi...
trus ke mall artha gading, ke ace hardware....liatin piso dan pernak pernik dapur....
ga banyak pilihan...bingung ya mo cari dimana...
trus ke sunter, maen tenis....jadi pengen maen lagi...ahuaehuea...
ah pulang ah
Saturday, August 15, 2009
tuin tuing
hari sabtu, berarti yoga time lagi...hehehe
twisted my body...sakittttt....
haven't really pray lately....
and guess what?God really shown his grace to me...
maaann...bad child, bad child!!!
i am worried about someone....
just read a blog about her and it worries me....
i don't even know what to say, what to do...
coz i know i won't help....
i promised myself to pray for her, but seringan lupanya daripada ingetnya...
bad child!bad child!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :(
twisted my body...sakittttt....
haven't really pray lately....
and guess what?God really shown his grace to me...
maaann...bad child, bad child!!!
i am worried about someone....
just read a blog about her and it worries me....
i don't even know what to say, what to do...
coz i know i won't help....
i promised myself to pray for her, but seringan lupanya daripada ingetnya...
bad child!bad child!!!
:( :( :( :( :( :(
Thursday, August 13, 2009
siang siang begini...
abis makan siang...
ngantuk tak terkira...
abis bahas couple relationship over lunch...
it is interesting...ahahahahauea....
and a never ending subject....seru!
pengen ke bali....
pengen santai2 aja...stress bgt...hiohiihhi
pengen ke bali, dari pengen ke bali sampe udah pengen nyemplung aja ke kolam renang....
dan berendem....
hua...
back to work ah....hihihiih
ngantuk tak terkira...
abis bahas couple relationship over lunch...
it is interesting...ahahahahauea....
and a never ending subject....seru!
pengen ke bali....
pengen santai2 aja...stress bgt...hiohiihhi
pengen ke bali, dari pengen ke bali sampe udah pengen nyemplung aja ke kolam renang....
dan berendem....
hua...
back to work ah....hihihiih
Wednesday, August 12, 2009
cerita ceritaku...
sedang semangat di kantor for a specific reason.
hihihihihi....
can't wait until THR come...ka ching....hihihhih
my nails are pretty....senang.
yoga was fun.
hair getting longer like crazy.need a hair cut.
hihihihihi....
can't wait until THR come...ka ching....hihihhih
my nails are pretty....senang.
yoga was fun.
hair getting longer like crazy.need a hair cut.
Wednesday, August 05, 2009
i'm in love
See the picture on the left?
His name is Russell, an eight year old Wilderness Explorer boy.
He melted my heart.
I love him. *hugs, hugs, hugs*
Tuesday, July 28, 2009
KEPALA MAU PECAH
sakit pala nih...
cekat cekot cekat cekot cekat cekot....
i'm not happy....
i really am not....
Sunday, July 26, 2009
scattered....
just in case you haven't noticed, from time to time i write some scattered thoughts...
just like this one....hehehehhe
just had a chat with kendi...it was fun...hehehehe
can't wait to see her and just blabber out....
will have my mid year performance review tomorrow.
pasrah aja sih....yang terjadi ya terjadi lah...
how to tell someone not to be so 'lembek'?
we are living in a cruel world....toughen up!!
stop making things like they are HUGE, when the fact they are not.
if you are doing what you are doing now, you'd be gone crazy in no time and miss lots of thing life has to offer...
live your life...
i know sometimes life feels like crap, but it'd get better...believe me :)
anyway, bought my self lots of undies last night...and they were on sale!yay!
and OOOOHH....we got a couch yesterdaaaaayy....WE HAVE A COUCH!WE HAVE A COUCH!WE HAVE A COUCH!!!yiiipppiiiieeeeee.....so happy!!
step by step....it was an awesome step we took together!
hmmm...lost my writing mood out of the sudden...
oh well
just like this one....hehehehhe
just had a chat with kendi...it was fun...hehehehe
can't wait to see her and just blabber out....
will have my mid year performance review tomorrow.
pasrah aja sih....yang terjadi ya terjadi lah...
how to tell someone not to be so 'lembek'?
we are living in a cruel world....toughen up!!
stop making things like they are HUGE, when the fact they are not.
if you are doing what you are doing now, you'd be gone crazy in no time and miss lots of thing life has to offer...
live your life...
i know sometimes life feels like crap, but it'd get better...believe me :)
anyway, bought my self lots of undies last night...and they were on sale!yay!
and OOOOHH....we got a couch yesterdaaaaayy....WE HAVE A COUCH!WE HAVE A COUCH!WE HAVE A COUCH!!!yiiipppiiiieeeeee.....so happy!!
step by step....it was an awesome step we took together!
hmmm...lost my writing mood out of the sudden...
oh well
Thursday, July 23, 2009
gak bisa tidur semalem.....
things going through my head last night:
+ sempet ga ya rumahnya selesai by the time kita kudu masuk?
+ surat2 buat kawinan
+ scheduling buat semuanya
+ zac efron (hehehe...tetep)
+ gelas2 di ace hardware
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
GAK BISA TIDUR SEMALEEEEEEMMM........
+ sempet ga ya rumahnya selesai by the time kita kudu masuk?
+ surat2 buat kawinan
+ scheduling buat semuanya
+ zac efron (hehehe...tetep)
+ gelas2 di ace hardware
+ + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + + +
GAK BISA TIDUR SEMALEEEEEEMMM........
Wednesday, July 22, 2009
sakit kepala
sakit pala nih...
dari kemarin...ahauehuae..
ada2 aja...
trus trus trus...
kemaren atm hsbc gua ditelen atm mandiri...
ih...ada2 aja...
kapok deh...
bikin gua stress aja malem2...
untung semuanya udah beres...
thanks god....hehehehe
sakit kepala nih...
kerjaan mulai beraneka ragam...
pusing...
dari kemarin...ahauehuae..
ada2 aja...
trus trus trus...
kemaren atm hsbc gua ditelen atm mandiri...
ih...ada2 aja...
kapok deh...
bikin gua stress aja malem2...
untung semuanya udah beres...
thanks god....hehehehe
sakit kepala nih...
kerjaan mulai beraneka ragam...
pusing...
Monday, July 20, 2009
....
tadi liat apartment...
haduh, banyak yg kudu dibenerin...
somehow itu apartment keliatannya kecil ya?
is it becoz barang2 si korea gede2 kah?
ga tau deh...
serem ga sempet juga sih....hmmm....
besok kerja ya?
males....ahahahhauha...sumpah males banget...
apa lagi kalo mikir ketemu sama orang yg amit2 resenya....
si bos manja....ih najong bgt....
cannot wait until the day i gie me resignation letter....
heheheheheh....
meanwhile, ya kerja dulu lah....ahahauehae
Monday, July 13, 2009
mitsoy's first day of school
hari ini mitsoy mulai sekolah...
hehehhe...
7.15 am to 9 am EVERYDAY!
hope you have a great days ahead, my dear!!
hehehhe...
7.15 am to 9 am EVERYDAY!
hope you have a great days ahead, my dear!!
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
yipppiiiieeee...........
yippppieee...
i'm of the hook...of banking!
horeeeeee....
still have to work on it sih, but still....i'm happy...
terima kasih Tuhan doaku didengeriiiinn....hehehehhe...
been wearing mask for 2 days in the office....
they made meee....hiiikkk....
oh well...
besok libur....hore!
i'm of the hook...of banking!
horeeeeee....
still have to work on it sih, but still....i'm happy...
terima kasih Tuhan doaku didengeriiiinn....hehehehhe...
been wearing mask for 2 days in the office....
they made meee....hiiikkk....
oh well...
besok libur....hore!
Friday, July 03, 2009
mendadak....
kangen kuliah....
kangen bikin paper....
kangen bikin PR....
kangen baca buku pelajaran sambil stabillo-in bagian2 penting....
...tapi ujiannya ga bikin kangen....
hihihihihi....
kangen bikin rangkuman buat ujian
...tapi apalinnya ga bikin kangen....
hehehehe....
kangen nyicil belajar saking banyaknya itu bahan...
hehehe....
kangen pouring my thoughts on a paper for the literature class...
kangen make my own interpretations of a story....
i love literature class....hehehe....
kangen bikin paper....
kangen bikin PR....
kangen baca buku pelajaran sambil stabillo-in bagian2 penting....
...tapi ujiannya ga bikin kangen....
hihihihihi....
kangen bikin rangkuman buat ujian
...tapi apalinnya ga bikin kangen....
hehehehe....
kangen nyicil belajar saking banyaknya itu bahan...
hehehe....
kangen pouring my thoughts on a paper for the literature class...
kangen make my own interpretations of a story....
i love literature class....hehehe....
ngimpi semalem
ngimpi soal apartment kemaren....
ceritanya:
waktu buka pintu apartment, itu apartment ancur banget dalemnya.
temboknya pada item/coklat, ubinnya pada keangkat, banyak barang rongsokkan.
and yg anehnya, di dalem apartment ada mobil taruna.
kacaaauu...
bangun tidur kaget...lah itu apartment apa ceritanya?
ya semoga ga seperti mimpi gua...kacau....
ceritanya:
waktu buka pintu apartment, itu apartment ancur banget dalemnya.
temboknya pada item/coklat, ubinnya pada keangkat, banyak barang rongsokkan.
and yg anehnya, di dalem apartment ada mobil taruna.
kacaaauu...
bangun tidur kaget...lah itu apartment apa ceritanya?
ya semoga ga seperti mimpi gua...kacau....
Tuesday, June 30, 2009
on being sick
udah 2 hari di rumah
badan panas, idung mampet, batuk2 pula....
bosen abis di rumah...
i'd rather go to work dah!!
however, not really looking forward to work with that guy in the office.
too demanding. he can't do nothing. just asking!
dammit!
but, i will work my ass off tomorrow.
i'll show him!!!
bt!
even i don't know how to do it yet....heheheheheh....
oh well...i'd better concentrating on getting better...
badan panas, idung mampet, batuk2 pula....
bosen abis di rumah...
i'd rather go to work dah!!
however, not really looking forward to work with that guy in the office.
too demanding. he can't do nothing. just asking!
dammit!
but, i will work my ass off tomorrow.
i'll show him!!!
bt!
even i don't know how to do it yet....heheheheheh....
oh well...i'd better concentrating on getting better...
Friday, June 26, 2009
Thursday, June 25, 2009
On 'A First Time Experience'
I had my 'First Time Experience' this afteroon.
It was nerve-wracking.
I was panic.
I had bentols on my left cheeck!
My heart pounding like crazy!
My palms were sweatiiiiiinnggg....
but guess what?
It went very well I might say.
Fiuh...legaaaaaaaa....
Thanks God.... :)
Ps. It was meeting a candidate....HAHAHUEHAUE....
It was nerve-wracking.
I was panic.
I had bentols on my left cheeck!
My heart pounding like crazy!
My palms were sweatiiiiiinnggg....
but guess what?
It went very well I might say.
Fiuh...legaaaaaaaa....
Thanks God.... :)
Ps. It was meeting a candidate....HAHAHUEHAUE....
Wednesday, June 24, 2009
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
kapan?when????
been doing banking since the past 2 months.
and i declares i hate banking!
and dianggap ga jalan juga kan....
sebel...
pengen cepet2 this banking thingy dicabut from me!
sebel....
however, im still working on it....
but my question is....KAPAN GA NGERJAIN BANKING LAGI???
gimme other things please....
and i declares i hate banking!
and dianggap ga jalan juga kan....
sebel...
pengen cepet2 this banking thingy dicabut from me!
sebel....
however, im still working on it....
but my question is....KAPAN GA NGERJAIN BANKING LAGI???
gimme other things please....
mimpi semalem
ngantuuuukkk!!!
semalem ngimpi....
ngimpi udah kawin, udah di gereja gitu dah....
aneh aja...ahauehuaehuae...
anyway,
kemaren our 6 yrs anniversary...
cepet banget, kayanya baru kemaren kenalan di student lounge di AMU...
congrats to us ya!!heheheh....
he sent me an sms kemaren....
"happy anniversary mem..it's out last one..nest year we got a new anniversaty date..hehe"
the way he wrote me notes always makes me smile....
semalem ngimpi....
ngimpi udah kawin, udah di gereja gitu dah....
aneh aja...ahauehuaehuae...
anyway,
kemaren our 6 yrs anniversary...
cepet banget, kayanya baru kemaren kenalan di student lounge di AMU...
congrats to us ya!!heheheh....
he sent me an sms kemaren....
"happy anniversary mem..it's out last one..nest year we got a new anniversaty date..hehe"
the way he wrote me notes always makes me smile....
Monday, June 22, 2009
hari ini....
hari ini....
kita udah bareng for enam taun...
cepet ya?
kayanya baru kenalan kemaren di ruang belajar di AMU
(mendadak gua kangen banget sama ruangan itu....baunya, sepinya....)
hari ini....
tau2 udah enem taon aje...ckckck...
cepet banget....
and less than 6 months we will share a journey together....
waaaaaaaaaaa.....
happy anniversary to both of us....
kita udah bareng for enam taun...
cepet ya?
kayanya baru kenalan kemaren di ruang belajar di AMU
(mendadak gua kangen banget sama ruangan itu....baunya, sepinya....)
hari ini....
tau2 udah enem taon aje...ckckck...
cepet banget....
and less than 6 months we will share a journey together....
waaaaaaaaaaa.....
happy anniversary to both of us....
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
tummy cramp!
having a tummy cramp today!
ouch!
not working today...LITERALLY...
just do a little bit of this and a little bit of that
argh
*pengen jambak2 rambut orang deh*
ouch!
not working today...LITERALLY...
just do a little bit of this and a little bit of that
argh
*pengen jambak2 rambut orang deh*
Tuesday, June 09, 2009
my job and I
I might not be the best at what I'm doing right now.
.....well, I don't try my best....
because I don't see the point of doing my best here.
I wanna leave all the things behind
.....and move to a new world....
.....world of strangers.....
I wonder how it'd feel.
should be awesome ya...
I wanna move to other world and do something new.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Singapore Trip
Went to Singapore from 29 -31 May 2009 to take our prewedding picture.
Took off from Jakarta at 9.30pm-ish.
Arrived 30 minutes past midnight.
Took a taxi ride to Lucky Plaza apartment.
The building is so damn old. And a smelly one, too!
haiyoh...
mengharukan deh!
Couldn't sleep. I think I slept after 4.30am since he's kept snoring like hell!
(what did I get myself into???!?!)
Thought I'd be so grumpy in the next day. Turned out to be a great photo taking session.
We went to National Museum of Singapore, Fort Canning Park, Raffles Mall to ate SUBWAY, then to Fullerton Hotel area, Chijmes at night....i kinda forgot...hihihihi...
(add on: we went to City Link Mall and parliament building before we hit Fullerton area)
Second day also a great day. Went to Botanical Garden, Emerland Hills, and Orchard Road area.
Got my shoes!!!I'm so happy!!!and it's cheaper also!hihihihihi....
In all, photo session went super well. Thank's God. We walked until we couldn't feel our legs no more!!
Singapore was great (for vacation, not for living). People are in their own world - almost no interaction between them. Everywhere I see people are listening to their Ipod. Very individualist people.
But from time to time it's a good thing to live in an individualist environment. They wouldn't care how you look like, what you are wearing. They don't give a damn about others.
One of few things that I love about that country is its transportation system. It was AWESOME! MRT is great! Other thing is the cleanliness of the city and the people's manner. They know how to queue!! Unlike, Jakarta (not sure about other cities in Indonesia) people have no manner!sebal!
Anyway, got a chance to play GX5 - Extreme Swing. We (or at least, I did) screamed my lung out! I lost my voice!hihihihi....
Would love to go back to Singapore again!
But not staying at Lucky Plaza anymore, please.....
Thank's God for the super fun weekend. The timing was perfect - just had a bad week in the office. :)
Took off from Jakarta at 9.30pm-ish.
Arrived 30 minutes past midnight.
Took a taxi ride to Lucky Plaza apartment.
The building is so damn old. And a smelly one, too!
haiyoh...
mengharukan deh!
Couldn't sleep. I think I slept after 4.30am since he's kept snoring like hell!
(what did I get myself into???!?!)
Thought I'd be so grumpy in the next day. Turned out to be a great photo taking session.
We went to National Museum of Singapore, Fort Canning Park, Raffles Mall to ate SUBWAY, then to Fullerton Hotel area, Chijmes at night....i kinda forgot...hihihihi...
(add on: we went to City Link Mall and parliament building before we hit Fullerton area)
Second day also a great day. Went to Botanical Garden, Emerland Hills, and Orchard Road area.
Got my shoes!!!I'm so happy!!!and it's cheaper also!hihihihihi....
In all, photo session went super well. Thank's God. We walked until we couldn't feel our legs no more!!
Singapore was great (for vacation, not for living). People are in their own world - almost no interaction between them. Everywhere I see people are listening to their Ipod. Very individualist people.
But from time to time it's a good thing to live in an individualist environment. They wouldn't care how you look like, what you are wearing. They don't give a damn about others.
One of few things that I love about that country is its transportation system. It was AWESOME! MRT is great! Other thing is the cleanliness of the city and the people's manner. They know how to queue!! Unlike, Jakarta (not sure about other cities in Indonesia) people have no manner!sebal!
Anyway, got a chance to play GX5 - Extreme Swing. We (or at least, I did) screamed my lung out! I lost my voice!hihihihi....
Would love to go back to Singapore again!
But not staying at Lucky Plaza anymore, please.....
Thank's God for the super fun weekend. The timing was perfect - just had a bad week in the office. :)
Friday, May 22, 2009
i messed up.....
it was happened in 2001.
i told her that i'd call so we can hang out during christmas break.
turned out, i never call her AT ALL...
and i feel so guilty coz she had help me a lot during my first year in college. before and during my arrival.
God, what i was thinking ya dulu??
thinking of writing her a message....i just did through facebook.
hope she'd forgive me.
i'm sorry ya.....
and i really appreciate all your help. really....
i told her that i'd call so we can hang out during christmas break.
turned out, i never call her AT ALL...
and i feel so guilty coz she had help me a lot during my first year in college. before and during my arrival.
God, what i was thinking ya dulu??
thinking of writing her a message....i just did through facebook.
hope she'd forgive me.
i'm sorry ya.....
and i really appreciate all your help. really....
Tuesday, May 19, 2009
yesterday....
was 18 May 2009.
it was my birthday.
spent it with my love one.
had a nice dinner.
he gave me a birthday card.
---- with a lovely personal message in it.
hehehe....
senang, senang, senang.....
it was my birthday.
spent it with my love one.
had a nice dinner.
he gave me a birthday card.
---- with a lovely personal message in it.
hehehe....
senang, senang, senang.....
Friday, May 15, 2009
my la la land last night
watched parts of american idol last night....top 3 already...
they got a chance to visit their hometown....
and one of the contestants is from milwaukee....
so, there was i....
in my room, sitting in front of the tv,,,screening through the background....
i saw the marquette interchange highway, downtown milwaukee, milwaukee art museum, michigan lake, the harley davidson stage in the summerfest arena....
it brought back memories...and i fall in love with her charm one more time...
:)
milwaukee will always holds a special place in my heart...
the snow (they said, i'd get sick of the snow in my 3rd year, turned out they were wrong)
the super cold wind
the not-so-crowded downtown
the grey-ish and brown-ish buildings
the beer in process smell....
damn, i miss her....hik....
they got a chance to visit their hometown....
and one of the contestants is from milwaukee....
so, there was i....
in my room, sitting in front of the tv,,,screening through the background....
i saw the marquette interchange highway, downtown milwaukee, milwaukee art museum, michigan lake, the harley davidson stage in the summerfest arena....
it brought back memories...and i fall in love with her charm one more time...
:)
milwaukee will always holds a special place in my heart...
the snow (they said, i'd get sick of the snow in my 3rd year, turned out they were wrong)
the super cold wind
the not-so-crowded downtown
the grey-ish and brown-ish buildings
the beer in process smell....
damn, i miss her....hik....
Thursday, May 07, 2009
they say....
"aduuuhh....rambut cici kok ga panjang2 sih?"
"rambutnya jangan dipotong lagi ya ci, panjangin..."
"mau pake hair-extension?"
"cici, jangan gemukan lagi ya"
those were the clamitannya marketing bridal...
emang gua gemuk gitu?maksudnyaaa??
soal rambut lagi, ya suka2 gua dong ya...
rambut ya rambut gua...mo pendek kek, mo botak kek....
ya terserah gua sih....
udah tugas lu bikin my short hair looks great...
weeeeekk...
lah, ini ada yg lebih parah lagi...
"masa dia bilang kalo mo pake baju yang standar musti extra diet"
MAKSUDNYA???
gila kali ya....
untung bukan gua yg digituin...kalo gua mah udah gua uwek2 tuh orang...
monyong!!
"rambutnya jangan dipotong lagi ya ci, panjangin..."
"mau pake hair-extension?"
"cici, jangan gemukan lagi ya"
those were the clamitannya marketing bridal...
emang gua gemuk gitu?maksudnyaaa??
soal rambut lagi, ya suka2 gua dong ya...
rambut ya rambut gua...mo pendek kek, mo botak kek....
ya terserah gua sih....
udah tugas lu bikin my short hair looks great...
weeeeekk...
lah, ini ada yg lebih parah lagi...
"masa dia bilang kalo mo pake baju yang standar musti extra diet"
MAKSUDNYA???
gila kali ya....
untung bukan gua yg digituin...kalo gua mah udah gua uwek2 tuh orang...
monyong!!
Wednesday, May 06, 2009
miriissss
a stupid motorcycle hit my car this morning.
alhasil, bempernya mbloak....sebelah kiri...
anjir...padahal gua baru claim about a month ago...
dammit!
goblok banget tu orang...
and he didnt look guilty....
malah ketawa2 tolol...
ya semoga anda kecelakaan dijalan yeh....
aauehuaehuehuae...
gak, gak....semoga in the future jangan terlalu tolol lagi jadi orang...
ga bisa kaya...
miskin terus...
lagi ga pengen kerja....
ga mood aja gara2 mobil ditabrak....goblok!!!!
padahal tadi pagi mood udah oke banget, semangat banget mo kerja...
ada2 aja deh....
but i think im handle it quite okay...
besok uda hari kamis...hore...
weekend is almost here.
it's not even 2 and i feel like eternity....
ga pengen ngomong sama orang2 deh...
siapa pun....so YM aja ya...hihihiih...
alhasil, bempernya mbloak....sebelah kiri...
anjir...padahal gua baru claim about a month ago...
dammit!
goblok banget tu orang...
and he didnt look guilty....
malah ketawa2 tolol...
ya semoga anda kecelakaan dijalan yeh....
aauehuaehuehuae...
gak, gak....semoga in the future jangan terlalu tolol lagi jadi orang...
ga bisa kaya...
miskin terus...
lagi ga pengen kerja....
ga mood aja gara2 mobil ditabrak....goblok!!!!
padahal tadi pagi mood udah oke banget, semangat banget mo kerja...
ada2 aja deh....
but i think im handle it quite okay...
besok uda hari kamis...hore...
weekend is almost here.
it's not even 2 and i feel like eternity....
ga pengen ngomong sama orang2 deh...
siapa pun....so YM aja ya...hihihiih...
Monday, May 04, 2009
scattered, as usual....
i'm having my period.
lagi ga pengen kerja.
super sensi.
today is a long day, indeed.
long meeting. drainy.
i think i've should skip work today.
wanna go home.
not in the mood of talking to any earth creatures, YM aja please....
some people can be a biatch from time to time. and just today, one was bitching. nagging bitch!
want my soda dose today - sprite for today.
finish reading the second bitch book last night. then, what to read?
did you notice, i mentioned the word 'bitch' so many times in this entry?
lagi ga pengen kerja.
super sensi.
today is a long day, indeed.
long meeting. drainy.
i think i've should skip work today.
wanna go home.
not in the mood of talking to any earth creatures, YM aja please....
some people can be a biatch from time to time. and just today, one was bitching. nagging bitch!
want my soda dose today - sprite for today.
finish reading the second bitch book last night. then, what to read?
did you notice, i mentioned the word 'bitch' so many times in this entry?
Monday, April 27, 2009
....Surabaya....
Went to Surabaya on 25 Apr and get back on 26 Apr.
It was a pleasant weekend.
However, can't stand the heat though!
The people are nice. They insisted on paying for EVERYTHING we ate and bought....
parah euy...they are really sungkan...haiyoh!
anyway, the food parade includes:
1. rujak cingur
2. rujak tolet
3. tahu campur
4. nasi pecel
5. lontong balap (simply THE BEST)
6. ice cream zangrandi
7. manisan mangga
apa lagi ya?
lupa saking banyaknya makan...ahaeheuhue...
at the moment, i'm torn between the great food and the heat.....hmmmm....
It was a pleasant weekend.
However, can't stand the heat though!
The people are nice. They insisted on paying for EVERYTHING we ate and bought....
parah euy...they are really sungkan...haiyoh!
anyway, the food parade includes:
1. rujak cingur
2. rujak tolet
3. tahu campur
4. nasi pecel
5. lontong balap (simply THE BEST)
6. ice cream zangrandi
7. manisan mangga
apa lagi ya?
lupa saking banyaknya makan...ahaeheuhue...
at the moment, i'm torn between the great food and the heat.....hmmmm....
Thursday, April 23, 2009
last night....
i ate crabs like crazy...
knew those weren't that fresh anymore....
but still i ate it....thought it'd be such a waste not to eat, besides my mom already cook it for us....
the sauce was good....
finished with the crabs i brushed my teeth....
approx 10 minutes after that i feel weird....especially on my upper lips...
ran to the mirror to checked it out....
turned out....BIBIR GUA JONTOR!!!!
AND I HAVE A WEDDING IN TWO DAYS!!!!!
damn!!!
couldn't even remember the last time bibir gua jontor!!!!!
was it when i was 8 yrs old???
thank God it's much better already.....
thanks to the ice cubes....fiuh....
i think i won't be eating crabs for sometime.... :(
knew those weren't that fresh anymore....
but still i ate it....thought it'd be such a waste not to eat, besides my mom already cook it for us....
the sauce was good....
finished with the crabs i brushed my teeth....
approx 10 minutes after that i feel weird....especially on my upper lips...
ran to the mirror to checked it out....
turned out....BIBIR GUA JONTOR!!!!
AND I HAVE A WEDDING IN TWO DAYS!!!!!
damn!!!
couldn't even remember the last time bibir gua jontor!!!!!
was it when i was 8 yrs old???
thank God it's much better already.....
thanks to the ice cubes....fiuh....
i think i won't be eating crabs for sometime.... :(
Wednesday, April 22, 2009
makan lagi, makan lagi, makan lagi....
lagi membabi nih....makan teruuuusss...
gila...
my today's food list (including drinks):
1. morning coffee
2. pisang bakar as breakfast
3. lunch
4. half price starbukcs ice latte
5. gadoin dendeng balado
6. permen sugus
7. fisherman mint
8. nanas
time range: 7am to 3pm today...
parah ih...
gila...
my today's food list (including drinks):
1. morning coffee
2. pisang bakar as breakfast
3. lunch
4. half price starbukcs ice latte
5. gadoin dendeng balado
6. permen sugus
7. fisherman mint
8. nanas
time range: 7am to 3pm today...
parah ih...
Sunday, April 05, 2009
sunday's bla bla....
thinking of skipping church this sunday.
i know its palm sunday.
oh well...
met with the choir yesterday.
the first song they sang brought me tears!
(yes, i know...cengeng)
didn't expect it at all!
but i'm glad he picked that choir.
it was a very nice meeting - they sang every single song just for us in private!MANTOTEBH!!
done with the ceremony songs selection...
fiuh....
what's next?
ooohh...haven't found the right suit for the groom to be!
then what?
can't think of any at the moment.
Friday, April 03, 2009
daily ruumbling....
listening to "Everyday I Love You" by Boyzone.
" I know that I am truly bless"
I am bless......
tomorrow gonna have a busy day.
mitzy is hospitalized now.
kasian. get well soon, baby!
feeling like dancing.
" I know that I am truly bless"
I am bless......
tomorrow gonna have a busy day.
mitzy is hospitalized now.
kasian. get well soon, baby!
feeling like dancing.
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
super random
just finished my coffee.
AKU CINTA KOPI
my hair is so damn long already!
it's in the stage where i can pull my hair and create a tiny ugly pony tail = BAD stage
need a hair cut ASAP!
need to check my sight one of these days.
i think my eyes getting worse....hmmm....
want to go to the loo to poo (hey, that rhyme....nice!)
but could pick my ass off this chair
my heavy ass is just too lazy...
thinking what to do today?
after 3 nights in a row hearing my niece crying her lung out,
i decided that i'm not ready to have children yet
my time will come, but not close....i can feel it in my bone!
at this stage, decided not to have twins anymore....too many too bear
(tapi kalo dikasih....ya ndak papa)
not in the mood of talking about wedding preparation related
- even not in the mood of thinking about it
T I R E D
torn between going to GI or not ya?
NIKE is having sale at the moment.....
bakalan kaya charles and keith gak ya ramenya?
mandi ah.....
Wednesday, March 25, 2009
Plug In Your Emotional Battery by Rick Warren
In our Devotionals series, Pastor Rick Warren discusses the Bible passages that inspire him the most.
Today's Devotional is based on this passage:
"Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (Mark 6:31 NIV).
Are you overwhelmed? Do you feel inadequate? Are you ready to blow at any moment? You can't love others in a godly way when you're at the end of your emotional rope. How many relationships have been ripped apart because the people involved failed to take care of themselves emotionally?
God's Word gives us three habits that can help us recharge emotionally when we have nothing left to give.
1. Solitude.
Mark 6:31 says, "So many people were coming and going...[Jesus] said to them [the disciples], 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (NIV). Jesus understood that your emotions are like a battery. If you plug one lightbulb into a battery, it will last for a fairly long time. If you plug in 100 lights, the battery will drain very quickly. Many of you have so many lights plugged in, your battery is shot. You can't recharge anybody else—you can't give love—if your own battery is drained. You recharge when you get away by yourself.
2. Play.
The Bible says, "Jesus came enjoying life" (Matthew 11:19 PH). He was the most people-focused, ministry-intensive person who ever lived, yet he took the time to have fun. Certain activities recharge you emotionally; they literally re-create your energy and enthusiasm for life. We all have different activities that recharge us because we're all made differently. Find out what recharges you emotionally and make time for it.
3. Laughter.
Proverbs 17:22 says, "Being cheerful keeps you healthy" (GNT). Studies prove that when you laugh, it increases your number of T-cells, which raises your immunity level. Laughter is good for your health. Humor is God's gift to us. Remember, God has a sense of humor—he made you!
To be emotionally balanced, take God very seriously but don't take yourself seriously. Learn to laugh at your limitations. There is plenty of material. If you only laugh and enjoy life when your problems are all solved, you'll never enjoy life.
Today's Devotional is based on this passage:
"Then, because so many people were coming and going that they did not even have a chance to eat, he said to them, 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (Mark 6:31 NIV).
Are you overwhelmed? Do you feel inadequate? Are you ready to blow at any moment? You can't love others in a godly way when you're at the end of your emotional rope. How many relationships have been ripped apart because the people involved failed to take care of themselves emotionally?
God's Word gives us three habits that can help us recharge emotionally when we have nothing left to give.
1. Solitude.
Mark 6:31 says, "So many people were coming and going...[Jesus] said to them [the disciples], 'Come with me by yourselves to a quiet place and get some rest'" (NIV). Jesus understood that your emotions are like a battery. If you plug one lightbulb into a battery, it will last for a fairly long time. If you plug in 100 lights, the battery will drain very quickly. Many of you have so many lights plugged in, your battery is shot. You can't recharge anybody else—you can't give love—if your own battery is drained. You recharge when you get away by yourself.
2. Play.
The Bible says, "Jesus came enjoying life" (Matthew 11:19 PH). He was the most people-focused, ministry-intensive person who ever lived, yet he took the time to have fun. Certain activities recharge you emotionally; they literally re-create your energy and enthusiasm for life. We all have different activities that recharge us because we're all made differently. Find out what recharges you emotionally and make time for it.
3. Laughter.
Proverbs 17:22 says, "Being cheerful keeps you healthy" (GNT). Studies prove that when you laugh, it increases your number of T-cells, which raises your immunity level. Laughter is good for your health. Humor is God's gift to us. Remember, God has a sense of humor—he made you!
To be emotionally balanced, take God very seriously but don't take yourself seriously. Learn to laugh at your limitations. There is plenty of material. If you only laugh and enjoy life when your problems are all solved, you'll never enjoy life.
Thursday, March 12, 2009
these days
been sick since the past two days.
huk...
got flu and cough....
i think the fever is on its way...
the headache is almost here....i can feel it!
sipping a hot mint tea is calming.....
the cough is less....
the headache is getting closer....
huk...
got flu and cough....
i think the fever is on its way...
the headache is almost here....i can feel it!
sipping a hot mint tea is calming.....
the cough is less....
the headache is getting closer....
Monday, March 09, 2009
blabbering around
this is gonna be a random post....
meet up with the girls a PS...
anaknya amoy mirip banget amoy ya....gile...
ujan nih...
love the rain and the gloomy sky....
besok kerja lagi...
not really looking forward sih
but somehow i think (I THINK) i still have the semangat button in my system...
i can feel it!
i congratulate myself for being able to hold back any shopping desire today!
fiuh....leganya gak belanja...
ate sushi tei, as i expected....eehehehe...
looking forward to go to bali this october....
also, looking forward for the possibility of going to surabaya next month....
never been to surabaya, so i wonder itu kota kaya apa sih...
thinking about when my braces will be out?
hopefully before november 2009, but if not....oh well, i can live with it!
feeling of eating rambutan....
makan ah...
my hair is soooo long, but still manage to ignore it somehow...
promise myself to cut in on may *crossing my finger*
thanking God the almigthy for every tiny little thing in my life....
trying to be a better person and not panicking....
lots of documents crap to be taking care of for the wedding....
try my best to enjoy every single step of this wedding preparation.
feeling of watching dvd later...
nonton ah....
makan rambutan plus nonton ahhhh....
Friday, March 06, 2009
On Being Stressed Out
Just got off the phone with my wedding planner.
She said I'm the most stressed out client!heheheh...
Am I?Really??
I had this dream few days ago, it was the D-day. We all gathered in the Church. But the pastor was missing.
Turned out I forgot to booked him the flight!!!!
argh...
bangun tidur aja panik....ahauehae...
It was 9 months before the D-day and I had nightmare already!
Can't wait what's next....hehehehehe....
She said I'm the most stressed out client!heheheh...
Am I?Really??
I had this dream few days ago, it was the D-day. We all gathered in the Church. But the pastor was missing.
Turned out I forgot to booked him the flight!!!!
argh...
bangun tidur aja panik....ahauehae...
It was 9 months before the D-day and I had nightmare already!
Can't wait what's next....hehehehehe....
Friday, February 27, 2009
learn on how to let go of everything
i know i'm suppose to be pasrah...
to let go....
and not try to have control over everything...
especially this thing....
you have no idea how hard i tried...
you have no idea how i wish i took things easily....
im so freakin out....
stressed out!
my body show signs to stop stressing and relax
but my head just cant accept it!
argh!
i hate it!!!!!
please help me....help me....help me...
but deep down, i know i'm gonna be alrgiht...
gak ada problem....i know...
cuma this suara hati belom sekuat pikiran in my head....
waaaagggh!!!
*praying buat besok ke dokter*
to let go....
and not try to have control over everything...
especially this thing....
you have no idea how hard i tried...
you have no idea how i wish i took things easily....
im so freakin out....
stressed out!
my body show signs to stop stressing and relax
but my head just cant accept it!
argh!
i hate it!!!!!
please help me....help me....help me...
but deep down, i know i'm gonna be alrgiht...
gak ada problem....i know...
cuma this suara hati belom sekuat pikiran in my head....
waaaagggh!!!
*praying buat besok ke dokter*
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
aduh.....
stress deh....
this is a tough case deh....i really hate it!
man!
udah banyak yg dikasih, cuma blm ada yg pas gitu...
arg!
this is a tough case deh....i really hate it!
man!
udah banyak yg dikasih, cuma blm ada yg pas gitu...
arg!
Monday, February 23, 2009
Thursday, February 19, 2009
siang hari di kantor....
di kantor...
gak mood...
mau telpon...
di ruang meeting aja...
sepi soalnya...
sigh...
kenapa ya?
looking forward to this weekend...
smoga ga ada perubahan rencana
coz im tired disini...i need udara segeerr...
gak mood...
mau telpon...
di ruang meeting aja...
sepi soalnya...
sigh...
kenapa ya?
looking forward to this weekend...
smoga ga ada perubahan rencana
coz im tired disini...i need udara segeerr...
Wednesday, February 18, 2009
The Greatest Gift of All - Jim Brickman & Michelle Wright
It's not the flowers, wrapped in fancy paper
It's not the ring, I wear around my finger
There's nothing in all the world I need
When I have you here beside me, here beside me
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them allBut I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
In your arms, I found a strength inside me
And in your eyes, there's a light to guide me
I would be lost without you
And all that my heart could ever want has come true
So you could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them allBut I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
And catch me if I fall
Or pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them allBut I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
You could offer me the sun, the moon
And I would still believe
You gave me everything
When you gave your heart to me
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
You could give me wings to fly
And catch me if I fallOr pull the stars down from the sky
So I could wish on them all
But I couldn't ask for more
'Cause your love is the greatest gift of all
love, love, love this song....beautiful lyrics!
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
i think....
i'm in that moment again!
feel so bored with my job.
otak udah ga bisa diajak kerjasama lagi...
ga bisa mikir even udah dipaksa.
bosen...seriously...so boring....
gak nemuin semangat untuk kerja lagi...
kenapa ya?
feeling guilty....real bad!
oh well, better start working my ass
feel so bored with my job.
otak udah ga bisa diajak kerjasama lagi...
ga bisa mikir even udah dipaksa.
bosen...seriously...so boring....
gak nemuin semangat untuk kerja lagi...
kenapa ya?
feeling guilty....real bad!
oh well, better start working my ass
Monday, February 16, 2009
sleepy head!
after lunch....
ngantuk banget...
beler berat...
otak mampet banget....
parah nih..
baru jem 1 lagi...
5 long hours to go....
ngantuk banget...
beler berat...
otak mampet banget....
parah nih..
baru jem 1 lagi...
5 long hours to go....
Sunday, February 15, 2009
today's event
satu dari serangkaian event udah lewat...
lega....
fiuh...
and i can say it went well. walo ada little incident, still great!
so....great!
lalalala.....
lega....
fiuh...
and i can say it went well. walo ada little incident, still great!
so....great!
lalalala.....
Friday, February 13, 2009
after sometime....
after sometime....
....watching
....noticing
....looking
....analyzing
....thinking
and then I decided
....those whom I can be friend with
....those whom I can trust
....those whom I can lean on
....those whom will landed a kick on my ass
....watching
....noticing
....looking
....analyzing
....thinking
and then I decided
....those whom I can be friend with
....those whom I can trust
....those whom I can lean on
....those whom will landed a kick on my ass
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
These are the things in my head at 1.59pm
mau kentut
gak sabar mau pulang, mau makan bakut....how i love bakut
now udah mau poo and just realized i haven't poo today.
thinking, thinking, thinking, thinking.....
can't wait to go home and playing my games!
Monday, February 09, 2009
freakin out
Okay,
I have a reason why I'm freakin out....
It's because wherever I go, I heard people getting cancer...
dammit!
It's freaking me out!
stress banget deh....hik...
I have a reason why I'm freakin out....
It's because wherever I go, I heard people getting cancer...
dammit!
It's freaking me out!
stress banget deh....hik...
Thursday, February 05, 2009
'You need a miracle tomorrow'
You never know when God is going to bless you!!
Good things happen when you least expect them to!!!!!!!!
Good things happen when you least expect them to!!!!!!!!
Dear Lord, I thank You for this day,
I thank You for my being able to see
and to hear this morning.
I'm blessed because You are
a forgiving God and
an understanding God.
You have done so much for me
and You keep on blessing me.
Forgive me this day for everything
I have done, said or thought
that was not pleasing to you.
I ask now for Your forgiveness.
Please keep me safe
from all danger and harm.
Help me to start this day
with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude.
Let me make the best of each and every day
to clear my mind so that I can hear from You.
Please broaden my mind
that I can accept all things.
Let me not whine and whimper
over things I have no control over.
And give me the best response
when I'm pushed beyond my limits.
I know that when I can't pray,
You listen to my heart.
Continue to use me to do Your will.
Continue to bless me that I may be
a blessing to others.
Keep me strong that I may help the weak...
Keep me uplifted that I may have
words of encouragement for others.
I pray for those that are lost
and can't find their way.
I pray for those that are misjudged
and misunderstood.
I pray for those who
don't know You intimately.
I pray for those that don't believe.
But I thank You that I believe
that God changes people and
God changes things.
I pray for all my sisters and brothers.
For each and every family member
in their households.
I pray for peace, love and joy
in their homes; that they are out of debt
and all their needs are met.
I pray that every eye that reads this
knows there is no problem, circumstance,
or situation greater than God.
Every battle is in Your hands for You to fight.
I pray that these words be received
into the hearts of every eye that sees it in Jesus' name.
Amen!
Just repeat this phrase and see how God moves!! God I love you and I need you, come into my heart, please. Know that you are already blessed by the person who sent this to you.
Thursday, January 22, 2009
today
my mood isn't in a good stage today.
a very bad one!
very sensi!
not feeling like talking.
not feeling like smiling.
males deh....
a very bad one!
very sensi!
not feeling like talking.
not feeling like smiling.
males deh....
Saturday, January 17, 2009
GEMES!
okay, here's the thing...
pernah ga lu ngerasain you are in the border?
less than 1 step lu sebenernya bisa sampe disana?
but unfortunately, due to out of your control circumstances akhirnya ga bisa sampe sana?
damn!
that what i feel yesterday!and a little bit today.
about my performance review.
my company that im working for is a performance driven company.
my boss know that i work my ass off!but unfortunately, the numbers in the paper didnt show that!
dammit!
there's nothing she can do since all promotion shall be reviewed by the headquarter in hong kong.
and of course, they look at the numbers.
f*ck!
its not fair!how the hell i know that that freaking online system really dragging me down?
its so not fair. i help them to get money and they didnt put my name in the system just because they didnt understand!!!dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
..............
anyhoooow, talked to my boss about it.
and it was very important for me that she know i work hard!
im so freaking angry yesterday!
but today im okay.... :)
lets enjoy the saturday....lalalala
Thursday, January 15, 2009
biasa deh
banjir telah tiba!
officially banjir since 13 jan 2009. parah!
thanks God rumah dan sekitarnya aman...
kemaren nyetir dari TA parah banget ujannya, sampe jalanan di depan ga keliatan...
blaahh...
officially banjir since 13 jan 2009. parah!
thanks God rumah dan sekitarnya aman...
kemaren nyetir dari TA parah banget ujannya, sampe jalanan di depan ga keliatan...
blaahh...
Wednesday, January 14, 2009
my first conference experience
Shenzhen, China
January 9-11, 2009
The Venue was great.
We stayed at Futian Shangri-La Hotel. New hotel. Great room, great amenities, great bathroom, great new building. LOVE IT, LOVE IT, LOVE IT!!!!!
The event was (sorry to say) boring.
The game was (again, sorry to say) damn boring. garing gitu deh!hehehehe....
The weather was superb!
Love the cold weather!Love the chance to be able to wear my long coat again.
The food was kinda sucky since I don't like chinese food!
They taste the same = blah....
Then, after conference we (dito, heriln, awi, and me) continued our journey to Macau.
Stayed at The Venetian for 2 nights.
The room was large but it was okay. I prefer the Shangri-La.
The Venetian was great. It recalled my memories back in 2004 when I went to Las Vegas for my last Spring Break during college year.
The first night we did Venetian sight-seeing. I was so tired. Sleepy!
Didn't buy anything. Only looking around.
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - when I got my doze of burger after almost 4 days full of Chinese food. I was so glad!
The second day - SHOPPING like crazy!Got my stamina and mood back!
So broke!but so happy!so oke lah...
Went to St. Paul's Ruins. Took some pictures. Went back to the hotel around 7 o'clock. Dropped our stuff in the room. Then continued to the Shoppes at Four Seasons. Of course, didn't buy anything. :)
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - it was good!
Then, did a little shopping in Venetian.
Since we were leaving the day after - need to do some packing.
The third day - Leaving for Jakarta
Arrived in Hong Kong from Macau by TurboJet. Did last minute shopping. Got myself a watch (hihihi).
Flew back to Jakarta.
Nyot picked me up. pulang deh.....
and my holiday was over....uhuk....
January 9-11, 2009
The Venue was great.
We stayed at Futian Shangri-La Hotel. New hotel. Great room, great amenities, great bathroom, great new building. LOVE IT, LOVE IT, LOVE IT!!!!!
The event was (sorry to say) boring.
The game was (again, sorry to say) damn boring. garing gitu deh!hehehehe....
The weather was superb!
Love the cold weather!Love the chance to be able to wear my long coat again.
The food was kinda sucky since I don't like chinese food!
They taste the same = blah....
Then, after conference we (dito, heriln, awi, and me) continued our journey to Macau.
Stayed at The Venetian for 2 nights.
The room was large but it was okay. I prefer the Shangri-La.
The Venetian was great. It recalled my memories back in 2004 when I went to Las Vegas for my last Spring Break during college year.
The first night we did Venetian sight-seeing. I was so tired. Sleepy!
Didn't buy anything. Only looking around.
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - when I got my doze of burger after almost 4 days full of Chinese food. I was so glad!
The second day - SHOPPING like crazy!Got my stamina and mood back!
So broke!but so happy!so oke lah...
Went to St. Paul's Ruins. Took some pictures. Went back to the hotel around 7 o'clock. Dropped our stuff in the room. Then continued to the Shoppes at Four Seasons. Of course, didn't buy anything. :)
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - it was good!
Then, did a little shopping in Venetian.
Since we were leaving the day after - need to do some packing.
The third day - Leaving for Jakarta
Arrived in Hong Kong from Macau by TurboJet. Did last minute shopping. Got myself a watch (hihihi).
Flew back to Jakarta.
Nyot picked me up. pulang deh.....
and my holiday was over....uhuk....
Thursday, January 01, 2009
when day one in 2009 is almost out.....
new year....
2009...
time flies....
things happened...
some work out, some didn't
....hopefully this year is gonna be a great year...
amen!
....semoga ga males lagi...
amen!
....semoga kesehatan baik2 saja....
amen!
....semoga keuangan baik2 saja....
amen!
....semoga relasi dengan Tuhan, keluarga, teman-teman baik2 saja....
amen!
....semoga semakin menjadi dewasa...
amen!
....semoga semakin menjadi bijaksana....
amen!
....semoga keadaan dunia tidak semakin aneh2 saja...
amen!
....semoga menjadi orang yang semakin baik...
amen!
amen....amen....amen....
2009...
time flies....
things happened...
some work out, some didn't
....hopefully this year is gonna be a great year...
amen!
....semoga ga males lagi...
amen!
....semoga kesehatan baik2 saja....
amen!
....semoga keuangan baik2 saja....
amen!
....semoga relasi dengan Tuhan, keluarga, teman-teman baik2 saja....
amen!
....semoga semakin menjadi dewasa...
amen!
....semoga semakin menjadi bijaksana....
amen!
....semoga keadaan dunia tidak semakin aneh2 saja...
amen!
....semoga menjadi orang yang semakin baik...
amen!
amen....amen....amen....
Monday, December 29, 2008
Things to do today
wash all the clothes
mop the floor
iron the clothes for the past 4 days *siiiggghhh*
wash the dishes
----- I'm officially a maid today!
mop the floor
iron the clothes for the past 4 days *siiiggghhh*
wash the dishes
----- I'm officially a maid today!
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
Christmas Eve
Today is the 24th of December.
A day before Christmas day.
Also my first holiday.
No more working in 2008.
Will go to Church tomorrow.
-- Saint Peter Canisius International Catholic Parish @ 11am
Will go with my love one.
Still at home.
Browsing the net.
Feel a lot better after the flu attack yesterday.
du...du...du...du....
A day before Christmas day.
Also my first holiday.
No more working in 2008.
Will go to Church tomorrow.
-- Saint Peter Canisius International Catholic Parish @ 11am
Will go with my love one.
Still at home.
Browsing the net.
Feel a lot better after the flu attack yesterday.
du...du...du...du....
Thursday, December 18, 2008
hari ini....
serasa hari terakhir kerja di taun 2008
-- padahal belom....baru hari kamis...and my last day would be in 3 working days....
pake celana pendek ke kantor
-- siap maen...
ga niat kerja
-- bite me!
napsu blanja lagi menggebu-gebu
-- parah! i need more money....
pengen ke JACC deh
-- this saturday maybe??we shall see...
-- padahal belom....baru hari kamis...and my last day would be in 3 working days....
pake celana pendek ke kantor
-- siap maen...
ga niat kerja
-- bite me!
napsu blanja lagi menggebu-gebu
-- parah! i need more money....
pengen ke JACC deh
-- this saturday maybe??we shall see...
Monday, December 15, 2008
monday afternoon.....
ngantuk.
gotta call people....
malas....
useless...
six more working days
--- then i'll enjoy my ass down on a holiday...
n g a n t u k
gotta call people....
malas....
useless...
six more working days
--- then i'll enjoy my ass down on a holiday...
n g a n t u k
Friday, December 05, 2008
December Makes Me Feel This Way
Autumn waves good-bye
And the changing of the seasons
Brings a change in me.
I see with different eyes
I get a sense of all of Natures possibilities
Its like the world is new
And precious as a baby
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true and there in every heart
December makes me feel this way
Friends and family
Strangers on the street are smiling at me
Inhibitions disappear
Laughing in the snow
I wish that I could know this feeling
Every moment of the year
The world is new and as precious as a baby
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true be there in every heart
December makes me feel this way
The spirit will guide me
Ever I am lost this sky its going to find me
When I am unsure It will remind me
Of who I am and I can be
December is inside of me
And love is true in there in every heart
December makes me feel
December makes me feel this way
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true and there in every heart
December makes me feel this way
- Dave Koz
And the changing of the seasons
Brings a change in me.
I see with different eyes
I get a sense of all of Natures possibilities
Its like the world is new
And precious as a baby
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true and there in every heart
December makes me feel this way
Friends and family
Strangers on the street are smiling at me
Inhibitions disappear
Laughing in the snow
I wish that I could know this feeling
Every moment of the year
The world is new and as precious as a baby
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true be there in every heart
December makes me feel this way
The spirit will guide me
Ever I am lost this sky its going to find me
When I am unsure It will remind me
Of who I am and I can be
December is inside of me
And love is true in there in every heart
December makes me feel
December makes me feel this way
Life is sweet as children at play
And love is true and there in every heart
December makes me feel this way
- Dave Koz
Tuesday, December 02, 2008
it's confirmed!
we are going to macau on january....
we = herlin, awi, dito and me...
yaaaaayyy.....
we're gonna stay in venetian...yiiihaaa....
we = herlin, awi, dito and me...
yaaaaayyy.....
we're gonna stay in venetian...yiiihaaa....
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
Friday, November 14, 2008
mongki
lagi ada trend baru di jakarta....
topeng monyet!
it's not cute!
it's not nice!
it's cruel!
it's heartless!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!
topeng monyet!
it's not cute!
it's not nice!
it's cruel!
it's heartless!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!
Sunday, November 02, 2008
kukuku cantik....
Kemaren menikur and pedikur...
I enjoy it so much.
Im happy....
pretty nails and no cuticles....
kukuku cantik....
will be back for sure...but dont know when...
:)
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