today

my mood isn't in a good stage today.
a very bad one!
very sensi!
not feeling like talking.
not feeling like smiling.

males deh....

GEMES!

okay, here's the thing...
pernah ga lu ngerasain you are in the border?
less than 1 step lu sebenernya bisa sampe disana?
but unfortunately, due to out of your control circumstances akhirnya ga bisa sampe sana?
damn!
that what i feel yesterday!and a little bit today.

about my performance review.
my company that im working for is a performance driven company.
my boss know that i work my ass off!but unfortunately, the numbers in the paper didnt show that!
dammit!
there's nothing she can do since all promotion shall be reviewed by the headquarter in hong kong.
and of course, they look at the numbers.
f*ck!
its not fair!how the hell i know that that freaking online system really dragging me down?
its so not fair. i help them to get money and they didnt put my name in the system just because they didnt understand!!!dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
dammit!
..............

anyhoooow, talked to my boss about it.
and it was very important for me that she know i work hard!

im so freaking angry yesterday!
but today im okay.... :)

lets enjoy the saturday....lalalala

biasa deh

banjir telah tiba!
officially banjir since 13 jan 2009. parah!

thanks God rumah dan sekitarnya aman...

kemaren nyetir dari TA parah banget ujannya, sampe jalanan di depan ga keliatan...
blaahh...

my first conference experience

Shenzhen, China
January 9-11, 2009

The Venue was great.
We stayed at Futian Shangri-La Hotel. New hotel. Great room, great amenities, great bathroom, great new building. LOVE IT, LOVE IT, LOVE IT!!!!!

The event was (sorry to say) boring.
The game was (again, sorry to say) damn boring. garing gitu deh!hehehehe....

The weather was superb!
Love the cold weather!Love the chance to be able to wear my long coat again.

The food was kinda sucky since I don't like chinese food!
They taste the same = blah....

Then, after conference we (dito, heriln, awi, and me) continued our journey to Macau.
Stayed at The Venetian for 2 nights.
The room was large but it was okay. I prefer the Shangri-La.
The Venetian was great. It recalled my memories back in 2004 when I went to Las Vegas for my last Spring Break during college year.

The first night we did Venetian sight-seeing. I was so tired. Sleepy!
Didn't buy anything. Only looking around.
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - when I got my doze of burger after almost 4 days full of Chinese food. I was so glad!

The second day - SHOPPING like crazy!Got my stamina and mood back!
So broke!but so happy!so oke lah...
Went to St. Paul's Ruins. Took some pictures. Went back to the hotel around 7 o'clock. Dropped our stuff in the room. Then continued to the Shoppes at Four Seasons. Of course, didn't buy anything. :)
Ate dinner at Venetian Food Court - it was good!
Then, did a little shopping in Venetian.
Since we were leaving the day after - need to do some packing.

The third day - Leaving for Jakarta
Arrived in Hong Kong from Macau by TurboJet. Did last minute shopping. Got myself a watch (hihihi).
Flew back to Jakarta.
Nyot picked me up. pulang deh.....

and my holiday was over....uhuk....

when day one in 2009 is almost out.....

new year....
2009...
time flies....

things happened...
some work out, some didn't

....hopefully this year is gonna be a great year...
amen!

....semoga ga males lagi...
amen!

....semoga kesehatan baik2 saja....
amen!

....semoga keuangan baik2 saja....
amen!

....semoga relasi dengan Tuhan, keluarga, teman-teman baik2 saja....
amen!

....semoga semakin menjadi dewasa...
amen!

....semoga semakin menjadi bijaksana....
amen!

....semoga keadaan dunia tidak semakin aneh2 saja...
amen!

....semoga menjadi orang yang semakin baik...
amen!

amen....amen....amen....